Its early Tuesday here as I post I say good bye to my father for the final time tomorrow as its his funeral tomorrow. 
So its a turbulent time for me atm my mood has peeked and dipped so much recently I could be on a roller-coaster. I am going to have a quiet day as tomorrow will be a long day with a lot...
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So its a turbulent time for me atm my mood has peeked and dipped so much recently I could be on a roller-coaster. I am going to have a quiet day as tomorrow will be a long day with a lot...
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kas:
sorry for your loss
finella:
So sorry for your loss. Thinking of you during this difficult time. x
After a long weekend which started on the Thursday I think I have finally recovered lol
It was very comical really I went out Thursday to try chat with the guys I want to start a band with. That didn't happen as there was confusion over the day (even though I stated I was going out tonight if you want to meet
). So after...
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It was very comical really I went out Thursday to try chat with the guys I want to start a band with. That didn't happen as there was confusion over the day (even though I stated I was going out tonight if you want to meet
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al81:
No problem, your welcome. Such a good set as your one deserves a nice comment
ponycorn:
Thanks for the request kisses from Mexico <3
After the events of Saturday I've decided to be positive.
I know I have to be strong for the family my name is Alan which I know mean has multiple meanings but I prefer the Gaelic one that translates as "little rock" (don't think of myself as the other one "handsome" lol). I mention this as a rock is what I have to be for...
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I know I have to be strong for the family my name is Alan which I know mean has multiple meanings but I prefer the Gaelic one that translates as "little rock" (don't think of myself as the other one "handsome" lol). I mention this as a rock is what I have to be for...
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anonmymouse:
Condolences for your loss. Good luck in being strong and for the change in your life. Sounds like you have a plan
al81:
Thank you for the kind words. I shall be strong for my family, its my elder brother I am more worried about
I do have a plan I can be very determined when I want to be. Most of the time too laid back and apathetic
If the band doesn't work out at least I should have the song for my father that's in my head.
I do have a plan I can be very determined when I want to be. Most of the time too laid back and apathetic
If the band doesn't work out at least I should have the song for my father that's in my head.
My father passed away today
He was 65 and suffered from Parkinson's and bowel troubles. For many years he'd decided enough was enough and wanted to die I found out recently . But it still doesn't mean it isn't a shock
At least he died peacefully in his sleep with those who loved him by his side, I was one of those people. My Dad...
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He was 65 and suffered from Parkinson's and bowel troubles. For many years he'd decided enough was enough and wanted to die I found out recently . But it still doesn't mean it isn't a shock
At least he died peacefully in his sleep with those who loved him by his side, I was one of those people. My Dad...
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duo:
I know Please keep watching anyway though LoL
Please keep watching anyway though LoL
al81:
Thank you for the kind words everyone.
Whilst its a shock he has passed on as it was so sudden I was expecting him to pass on soon. I accepted most of the things around his death it was more seeing him die and the shock as he was expected by everyone (including the doctors) to last longer than he did.
I believe he choose to move on as he was in pain and had met his grandson (my nephew) and was happy to die peacefully on his terms so its not to bad
Whilst its a shock he has passed on as it was so sudden I was expecting him to pass on soon. I accepted most of the things around his death it was more seeing him die and the shock as he was expected by everyone (including the doctors) to last longer than he did.
I believe he choose to move on as he was in pain and had met his grandson (my nephew) and was happy to die peacefully on his terms so its not to bad
Had a long weekend socializing including clubbing Friday playing Planetside 2 till the early hours Saturday and going drinking last night which I got back from not to long ago
Friday was a good night didn't start drinking till late but made plenty of new friends including two good guys called Matt who go by the names Thor & Loki (helped me remember their names...
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Friday was a good night didn't start drinking till late but made plenty of new friends including two good guys called Matt who go by the names Thor & Loki (helped me remember their names...
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Well today my Dad has been put in hospital for a number of scans to see whats wrong with him. Its a bummer but at least they can find out what has made him so bad and why he's degenerated so quickly since I got back from China. It also means my Mum gets a break from caring for him which she needs, he will...
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Got a mixed day today. Whilst the sun is shining and its a lovely day in Weymouth I received a letter from the job I applied for saying I was unsuccessful in my application
The shame was that job was perfect for me as it was very similar to my last job, it was well payed in the IT and they would have given me...
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The shame was that job was perfect for me as it was very similar to my last job, it was well payed in the IT and they would have given me...
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Went to the parents last night for a meal and to give me father his present (bloody bank holiday etc). Watched a brilliant film called Way of the Samurai.
Its billed as Last Samurai meets Ong Bak and it really is like that a Samurai who learns muay thai. It might have been about the samurai but the guy who plays his friend Kham stole...
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Its billed as Last Samurai meets Ong Bak and it really is like that a Samurai who learns muay thai. It might have been about the samurai but the guy who plays his friend Kham stole...
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Today is my Dad's birthday so I've headed up to the parents for a family meal
The fresh air and the exercise should be good for me and I wanted to get out the flat and get some fresh air after being cooped up all weekend. All I got left of my cold now is some snuffles and a hacking cough. The snuffles is fine...
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The fresh air and the exercise should be good for me and I wanted to get out the flat and get some fresh air after being cooped up all weekend. All I got left of my cold now is some snuffles and a hacking cough. The snuffles is fine...
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snowelle:
Is that a game of thrones t-shirt? 
hope your feeling better
hope your feeling better
al81:
Yep its a game of thrones t-shirt. House Targaryen as you can probably tell
Feeling a bit better going to take a few days to shift the cough what do you think of me new beard? First real attempt at facial hair
Feeling a bit better going to take a few days to shift the cough what do you think of me new beard? First real attempt at facial hair
I finished my Whoathon about lunch time I watched all the episodes and got a few hours sleep in without the use of a TARDIS.
I enjoyed the series very much so, the only episode which I didn't like so much was Journey to the centre of the TARDIS it obviously didn't hold my attention as that was the only episode I fell asleep through...
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I enjoyed the series very much so, the only episode which I didn't like so much was Journey to the centre of the TARDIS it obviously didn't hold my attention as that was the only episode I fell asleep through...
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