This is to complement my last entry. If you want to know what I did this last weekend, go look at Luminaire's entry about it.
So I saw Batman Begins, right? I saw it a couple of times. Ever since seeing American Psycho so long ago I've wanted to do Christian Bale hard. Batman only served to reinforce my desire. This isn't some sort of intimacy thing. This is me seeing someone (um, Bruce Wayne, not really Christian Bale {per say, so to speak}) who is hot, rich, smart, strong, powerful, caring and compassionate and a very primative part of my brain going, "THIS MAN HOLDS WITHIN HIM SUPERIOR GENETIC STOCK. HE IS A PRIME CANDIDATE FOR REPRODUCTION. IF YOU WISH TO ENSURE THE SURVIVAL OF YOUR OWN DNA YOU MUST GET HIM TO FATHER AS MANY OF YOUR OFFSPRING AS POSSIBLE. MATE WITH HIM NOW." It's actually a very nice feeling. Christian Bale's Bruce Wayne could buy a hotel and do me in the heart-shaped hot tub in the honeymoon suite any time he wanted. And then we'd get room service. And he would bring me ice for the bruises on my face. And he would apologize for squeezing my wrists so hard. And he would cuddle with me and kiss my head and feed me whatever we got from room service. There would also be cocktail sauce.
It's been a strange couple of weeks. Things are changing. I want to get out of Portland. I want to get a job with benefits and where I get to do something that interests me, not just something that's convenient. I applied to work at the NSA doing cryptanalysis or math, but I don't think they'll hire me to do math because I haven't gone to graduate school. I want to work for the NSA so hard. I don't care if I'd have to move to MD. I'd get to work for the NSA, and it would be worth it. Knowing my luck they probably won't want to hire me, though.
Eh, such is life.
My brother wants me to move to NC with him, but I don't know. It'd be fun to live with him but then I'd be living in NC and I don't know how much I'd like that. He says Durham is cool, but I'd probably be just as miserable there as here.
I wanted to be a historian. It's funny how things work out.
So I saw Batman Begins, right? I saw it a couple of times. Ever since seeing American Psycho so long ago I've wanted to do Christian Bale hard. Batman only served to reinforce my desire. This isn't some sort of intimacy thing. This is me seeing someone (um, Bruce Wayne, not really Christian Bale {per say, so to speak}) who is hot, rich, smart, strong, powerful, caring and compassionate and a very primative part of my brain going, "THIS MAN HOLDS WITHIN HIM SUPERIOR GENETIC STOCK. HE IS A PRIME CANDIDATE FOR REPRODUCTION. IF YOU WISH TO ENSURE THE SURVIVAL OF YOUR OWN DNA YOU MUST GET HIM TO FATHER AS MANY OF YOUR OFFSPRING AS POSSIBLE. MATE WITH HIM NOW." It's actually a very nice feeling. Christian Bale's Bruce Wayne could buy a hotel and do me in the heart-shaped hot tub in the honeymoon suite any time he wanted. And then we'd get room service. And he would bring me ice for the bruises on my face. And he would apologize for squeezing my wrists so hard. And he would cuddle with me and kiss my head and feed me whatever we got from room service. There would also be cocktail sauce.
It's been a strange couple of weeks. Things are changing. I want to get out of Portland. I want to get a job with benefits and where I get to do something that interests me, not just something that's convenient. I applied to work at the NSA doing cryptanalysis or math, but I don't think they'll hire me to do math because I haven't gone to graduate school. I want to work for the NSA so hard. I don't care if I'd have to move to MD. I'd get to work for the NSA, and it would be worth it. Knowing my luck they probably won't want to hire me, though.
Eh, such is life.
My brother wants me to move to NC with him, but I don't know. It'd be fun to live with him but then I'd be living in NC and I don't know how much I'd like that. He says Durham is cool, but I'd probably be just as miserable there as here.
I wanted to be a historian. It's funny how things work out.
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but hope it made you simle just the same