aksiokersa

Most of my guy friends moan about how nice they are and how no woman actually wants a nice man.

But if I had to complain about my luck with men, I think I'd echo their sentiments almost exactly. I think I'm just too nice, too accomodating, too willing to compromise. I think I've compromised every guy I've ever dated right out of my life.

I keep ending up with these dudes, who...they treat me like a great hotel, a treasured vacation spot, but when it comes right down to it, they just can't see a home with me.

A lot of people jump to the conclusion that I must "not value myself enough", and therefore I "let guys treat me this way." But that is not the case at all. I see myself as far from perfect, but still a catch. The guys I get together with really value me too. They always talk about how they want to be with me forever and they can't imagine anyone cooler than me. They're still talking about how great I am as they walk out the door. Then they try to hook me up with their best friends. No one in these scenarios is mistreating me.

And I'm not ugly, if that's what you're thinking.

I guess, really, I've just hit that point that every "single" person does, where you start to ask yourself "why not me?" And, of course, there's no good answer to that question.

But I guess the fact that I'm asking it is a good sign... I think this means I'm really getting to the point where I could see myself committing to someone for forever And I could really actually see someone else wanting to commit to me.

I guess I better get a pic of me up. Maybe bust out the ol' dating profile.

I guess this means I'm officially on the market.
How terrifying.