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You know, I could be wrong about this. I could take it all back very soon.

But I think I've really turned a corner recently.

I've figured out how to have faith. I've figured out how not to fall into my own traps. I've figured out how to deal with doctors and come to terms with the fact that my getting "well" is going to be a continual process of two steps forward, one step back. I get up early to take my dog for a pee even when I can barely see I'm so tired. I've figured out how to say no and cut back on my committments when I need to. I've got myself some new, close friends that treat me a million times better than my old ones. If I am unable to work because of being sick, I have no less than 5 households actually begging to take me in.

I've figured out how to trust people despite their human-ness.

Logistically and personally, shit's really falling into it's place.

Sure, there's good and bad and crazyness and all that, but most of that can't be avoided.

And sure, I have issues, but I've never met a person who didn't. And, actually, I think I'm ahead of the game because I'm very aware of my issues and am dealing with them head-on.

Things are good from here, you know?