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I don't want to go to this wedding...
But I don't know if I can live with myself if I chicken out of it...
Too many people I don't want to see will be there.
A bunch of narcissistic people who, by virtue of their narcissism, are the only people that can stand each other
A boy I hate.
A boy I am terrified of.
A girl who hurt me.

And I can't just blend into the scenery and avoid them. They will be at my table. I'm the bride's brother's date.

Did I mention that the brother of the bride suggested I lose weight for this wedding?

That he thinks he should be able to pick out what I wear?

That he thinks it's more important that we focus on the script of his toast than on the fact that I gotta sit across a table from a dude that practically date-raped me?

That he keeps calling the date-rape-situation "some high school bullshit that you should have been over ages ago!" ?

I'm gonna go.
I'm gonna go and I'm gonna wear what I want. And I'm gonna be the best dancer there.

God, I wish I could drink.