akirali

Well, since you mention the passing out... I think it's time for bed here too. I have to get up and go back to school tomorrow morning. I so badly don't want to... Night man. Take care.

yeah i know what you mean, i loved Eternal Sunshine, but at the same time, it did make me real sad i wasnt with this guy that long, most of this year i guess, and it was a long distance thing too, so probably different to you, but still intense, constant, text, email, calls, and now its gone and he's gone, i feel kind of empty. getting used to just being "friends" is the hardest part.. im sure that given a little bit more time, you'll be just fine.. i think just directing my attention into other things has helped me, but its so hard when that person is the very first thing you think about when you wake, and the last thing you think about before you go to sleep.

im not helping any am i

*big hugs*