Nasir Jones puts into eloquent words the way that I'm feeling right now:
"Drunk By Myself"-Nas
Yo my wife's tired of fucking me
Life tries ducking me
Luckily I find 'em just at the right time
Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in
My left arm like Cristian
Watching my life go, keeping myself in
Wolves in the night yo, hells men
Two revolvers...
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"Drunk By Myself"-Nas
Yo my wife's tired of fucking me
Life tries ducking me
Luckily I find 'em just at the right time
Mack in my right arm, Tequila bottle in
My left arm like Cristian
Watching my life go, keeping myself in
Wolves in the night yo, hells men
Two revolvers...
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evil:
evil:
your not missing much by not seeing that show. I think they tried to do another series of 'Sorority Life' but all those bitches are hella dumb and ugly!! 
So I called "Mary-Jane" on friday night (damn using the psuedonyms outside of that story is getting awkward). No answer but I left a message. She called my back Sunday afternoon. After the pleasentries were out of the way my prediction came true:
"So why did you hang up on me?"
She was referencing the last conversation we had. In which we argued (I shit...
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"So why did you hang up on me?"
She was referencing the last conversation we had. In which we argued (I shit...
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evil:
let her go....there's always a better "friend" around the corner! in your time zone that is!!! 
evil:
it is hard to find good friends, but the few i have found give me hope there's more out there-somewhere!!! 
I'm bored, depressed and have free weekend minutes. This means I'm gonna call one of my failed relationships.
Last time I talked to "Mary-Jane" (yeah the "Mary-Jane" from my story) we had an argument. Well she had an argument. I refused to sucumb to a fight. This was nearly 3 months ago. With any luck I'll call her up and we'll start up this psuedo-arguement...
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Last time I talked to "Mary-Jane" (yeah the "Mary-Jane" from my story) we had an argument. Well she had an argument. I refused to sucumb to a fight. This was nearly 3 months ago. With any luck I'll call her up and we'll start up this psuedo-arguement...
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kris7:
Whoops! My bad. I misread it. nm. 
ilovemikehunt:
i'll give you consolation credit for playing the clapping game..
A: well, i'm a little late, but it's saturday night/sunday and i'm eating everything in sight...i just banged mary jane.
rewrite: i love that song.
i hope the communication did not fail. maybe a failure of communication would really not be a failure at all? who knows. what i mean to say is, i hope you've resolved something in one way or another.
A: well, i'm a little late, but it's saturday night/sunday and i'm eating everything in sight...i just banged mary jane.
rewrite: i love that song.
i hope the communication did not fail. maybe a failure of communication would really not be a failure at all? who knows. what i mean to say is, i hope you've resolved something in one way or another.
Sure, sure I photoshopped quite a bit in the past few days, but on the writing and music front? Nada. I gotta fall in love with Acid, Fruity Loops, Cool Edit, Sound Forge, and MS Word again like I used to. Hopefully forcing my self to write wont result in me spewing garbage just to have something...
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doll:
i just wanted to say thank you. 
evil:
ya, i don't hate him jus yet!!
Artistic overload! Coming soon:
New Wallpaper Offerings
New AIM Icon Offerings
New Writings
i'm sooooo fucking lame it staggers even MY imagination.
"The mind wobbles doesn't it?"-Kelly Bundy
New Wallpaper Offerings
New AIM Icon Offerings
New Writings
i'm sooooo fucking lame it staggers even MY imagination.
"The mind wobbles doesn't it?"-Kelly Bundy
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mexicant:
Hey. I think I've only been here once before, and that as on the orders of Kris7 to read your story. I missed the actual ending of it, but just went back to finish it, and I gotta say... thank you. I just had something similar happen to me a few days ago and was able to relate to your story more. I understand and agree on the "giving in/up" and "dying a little" subjects. We're the same in those regards.
Great writing, and a very emotional subject. Very therapudic to read, as I'm sure it was to write. Again... thank you.
Great writing, and a very emotional subject. Very therapudic to read, as I'm sure it was to write. Again... thank you.
starr:
Would you really teach me? I tried to figure it out, but got quickly frustrated. E-mail me suicidestarr@hotmail.com
Epilogue:
I want to thank every one who read my last 3 sprawling epic posts. It was very difficult but thereputic for me to write out everything like that.
Everyones comments were apprciated. I'm glad I was able to write something this huge and have people enjoy it. Im also thankful for everyone's sympathy and empathy about the situation.
I'd like to say and believe...
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I want to thank every one who read my last 3 sprawling epic posts. It was very difficult but thereputic for me to write out everything like that.
Everyones comments were apprciated. I'm glad I was able to write something this huge and have people enjoy it. Im also thankful for everyone's sympathy and empathy about the situation.
I'd like to say and believe...
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evil:
I've been putting ad's on craigslist. I don't know if you have that in your city, but I love it! I found my job, place to live, last roommate( ) and my *new* girlie all on craigslist!!! I don't really know where else to post Any ideas will help!!!
) and my *new* girlie all on craigslist!!! I don't really know where else to post Any ideas will help!!! Part 3... "Purple Rain"
At this point Sara seemed to genuinely like having me around, and of course at this point all my insecurities started showing up at my front door. Sure I had my doubts that she actually liked me, especially when she would assert that no matter what happened we were still just friends. But now I was having trouble sleeping, I kept...
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At this point Sara seemed to genuinely like having me around, and of course at this point all my insecurities started showing up at my front door. Sure I had my doubts that she actually liked me, especially when she would assert that no matter what happened we were still just friends. But now I was having trouble sleeping, I kept...
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ilovemikehunt:
i'm just not feeling the whole 'the cia is after me' type shit. i'm not a big fan of conspiracy theory hip hop... please let me know if these conspiracy theory theme is purely satire, in which case, i'll retract my opinion and give them another listen. but seriously, do these people really think that they're so important that the cia would watch their asses? i mean, come the fuck on. maybe i'm just tainted because i was uhhh 'seeing' this guy that i thought was super cool...until he started pushing the theories at me.
check this one; you know the exhaust that comes out of planes and leaves trails in the sky? this fool said that those are really toxic germs that the governent intends to use to keep us sick (and paying medical bills) and under control. like whoa; i'd hate to live my life that paranoid.
check this one; you know the exhaust that comes out of planes and leaves trails in the sky? this fool said that those are really toxic germs that the governent intends to use to keep us sick (and paying medical bills) and under control. like whoa; i'd hate to live my life that paranoid.
ilovemikehunt:
by the way, i just wish i were stoned
Part 2... "The F Word"
After the movie we got some beer from a liquor store of questionable morals; and Sara was petting and holding me for most of the time. As you can imagine, this was quite foreign to me; I had no idea how to react. Sara suggested that we all head to her place so we didnt get arrested for drinking in...
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After the movie we got some beer from a liquor store of questionable morals; and Sara was petting and holding me for most of the time. As you can imagine, this was quite foreign to me; I had no idea how to react. Sara suggested that we all head to her place so we didnt get arrested for drinking in...
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evil:
It's good to let people effect you, that is if it's for the better-which it sounds like it is!!! And I am flattered you'd put me as a fav SG!!! That's why you had to be my friend!!
And I am flattered you'd put me as a fav SG!!! That's why you had to be my friend!! 
brookelynne:
godamn akira...you should make this into a book, no seriously. I'm magnetized-its making me cry- this is helping me get to know you even better...now finish the story all at once....the anticipation is killing me...what happened next...I hope its nothing bad..? c'mon c'mon!!
Maybe cuz Im so cute and were such good friends now you'll email me and tell me all about it, instead of making me wait for your story? I will wait if I must though...
by the way I sent you a letter today .
muah!!
Maybe cuz Im so cute and were such good friends now you'll email me and tell me all about it, instead of making me wait for your story? I will wait if I must though...
by the way I sent you a letter today .
muah!!Ok. Inspired by my man Kris7's previous life sharing entries, I will share a story about the last time a relationship affected me deeply. I'm going to say everything, warts and all. It wont all be pretty. There will be no "innocent victims". Be that as it may, names have been changed to protect the guilty.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't...
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evil:
Hi there! I was just going through my own set and saw your comment on my page~Thanks!!! I'm going to add you to my friends list...Don't be shy, stop by my journal and say 'hi'! Eeww, that rymed and I didn't mean to!
I'm going to add you to my friends list...Don't be shy, stop by my journal and say 'hi'! Eeww, that rymed and I didn't mean to! Cot Damn its cold here!!!!
kris7:
It's cold here too. Btw, that story in previous journal entry, fictoinal or fact? If it's fact, then damn, I've definitely started some sorta trend of people telling true stories and shit. First Dannboy, now you. Good story btw.
not sure if i posted this before or not. oh well:
She opened the door that led into the alley and disappeared into the night. Yes, I shouldve known better; but something was still clouding my brain. She cast a spell on me with her crimson hair and emerald eyes. I wouldve followed her anywhere. Even into a blind alley in a strange part of...
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She opened the door that led into the alley and disappeared into the night. Yes, I shouldve known better; but something was still clouding my brain. She cast a spell on me with her crimson hair and emerald eyes. I wouldve followed her anywhere. Even into a blind alley in a strange part of...
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OK.
I told the boss at the bookstore that I'm leaving at the end of the month; but I'm still gonna be working part-time at the TV station. Im not going to look for a new full-time right away. Im going to take some time to do the various projects Ive been meaning to, but didnt have the time. Im gonna take my writing more...
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I told the boss at the bookstore that I'm leaving at the end of the month; but I'm still gonna be working part-time at the TV station. Im not going to look for a new full-time right away. Im going to take some time to do the various projects Ive been meaning to, but didnt have the time. Im gonna take my writing more...
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outlawtrick:
GOOD LUCK
brookelynne:
I love you akira, thank you
I love you akira, thank you
