I was supposed to be asleep right now. I laid down at 12 am to get a good 8+ hours in. Unfortunately a combination of factors converged to conspire against me. Not the least of which was the intense, nigh unbearable heat and humidity in my room. Another factor was my irrational fears and concerns for people i care about. I shouldn't worry about them... Read More
My anti-commercial, style will curse you
Say fuck so much, my airplay's like curfew
To third shift farm chemists, the senates scarred
Start killing all the living like the Serbian guards
You supporting communism buying majors, so dub
Watch me put two Rocks in Kurt Loders head, for Sub
-cAgE
I said it before and I say again, if you dont have anything by him... Read More
oy, i'm wondering the same thing...
i just got all pissy because my roommate was stoned and happy and i had decided not to smoke, and thus her state depressed me... she got stoned and got a lot of shit done, and here i am, sober and mentally blocked.
i fucking tripped.
i just got a bit of moneys in my bank account too... i'm going to need it; i am moving across the country after all. i figure, i'll make quite a bit selling my stuff as well. i know that i'll make at least $800 from my sound system alone, and then we're going to sell like all the shit in our apt aside from my records, digi002, g5, turntables, and mixer and her keybored. we're also keeping like a box of clothes each. the rest must go. ohhhh yeh... how liberating!
Im bored so im gonna host a sing-along in my journal.
"Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights,
to place you dangerously close to that sun,
enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore
and recognize the cause of what's done is done,
more than enough to put my name behind my ideals,
and neglect my logic twice daily.
enough to keep me... Read More
life is stressful, thats why ive been posting randomness in my journal, no one wants to hear a depressed sg...
Ill get over it though, summers here, warm weather always makes me feel better.
Ugh, no more journal entries and updates that bore people to tears. Feel free not the reed the last one, dont know why I posted it. I tend to forget that not everyone likes to hear my stream-of-consciousness rambling So I'll only update when i have important things to say
AT&T finally refunded me the $50 they owed me, and today is a wednesday. All my fellow geeks know what this means: COMICS!!!!!!!!
In African-American Gothic news, Ive decided to decimate the track listing quite a bit. Eliminating a few tracks and changing others. The new Track Listing will be:
Misery Music
Iced Out Pentagram
Dante's Disco Inferno
Club Ragnarok
Belladonna Pt. 1
Bellalude
Belladonna... Read More
Today i'm working on a newsletter for my mother's church; which was formerly my church until i droped christanity. My mom thinks this will bring me back to the church I'm honestly just doing it to have more non-fiction writing on my resume. Theres an ironic statement to be made about this somewhere...
Yes I know the fact that I felt obliged to freestyle as a character in a game i'm playing through brands me as the biggest geek in the world. That being said:
Internal tempests swirl out of control
I can't seem to maintain the swag in my stroll
It's like I'm trying to convince myself of my new role
But my mind and my body... Read More
it's cool man, I felt pretty stupid about it all too.
And don't worry about being called a nerd, I used to chill beneath a stairway at school and write raps about cutting class and how much highschool sucked, whatevs, it's all the same, just letting shit out through writing.
A mature relationship is right what I want too. But the girls around here are 19 to 23 year olds and they don't even know what mature is yet. So I'm forced to deal with it. Maybe one day a girl will be like, HI, and I'll be like what's up, and it won't be about her needing me for support.