akid05

So here it is, I am here and there is no turning back now. I don't even know what I'm thinking embarking on a prject like this one. Actually that is bullshit, never believe anyone who says "I have no idea why I'm here" or "I have no idea why I'm doing this". These are the basest and dirtiest of all of humanties lies. People who say things of this sort are dumb beasts, perhaps they are not even humans but the missig links everyone is in search of. I just reached a pivitol age in my life - I have a multitude of new opprotunities, all of which have the extreme potential to cause me nothing but good old American fun! But coming a long with all of these new opprotunities is a whole new set of responsibilities. I have chosen to say fuck these responsibilities. This however may become a costly decision to make. I am in a position where I find myself most likley loosing my job, a job that entails doing very little work and living in one of the most expesnive cities in the world rent free. Some would say I am crazy to even think of consciously giving away my postion. They would, and do, have a point and I mull over it now and again. But damnit not all people are made to deal with the bullshit of say 70 to 75 people becasue they cannot cope with the fact that mommy won't be washing out their skid marks anymore. Man something like that could seal the deal in the way of my firing if it fell into the wrong hands. I have heard more than a few stories of journal posts falling into the wrong hands and ruining friendships, job, marriages etc. etc. etc. Luckily I am fully aware of this and have filled my profile with inacurate information. If you happen upon this post and think you have an inkiling of an idea as to who this is, I can guarantee you that you are wrong. So anyway this shit begins, my naggings and bitchings and celebrations all typed out at my leisure and availabel for all of those on the world wide web. Well lets go bubba, I'm game for it all.