Knitting, then going to bed early. Greg and i will work on yardwork and cleaning the roof at my parents house in the morning, then they pay us a little...
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Maybe if you yelled at the top of your lungs, you'd feel better.. This kitten's got the right idea...
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Your poor cat! Those cones are awful. Llano (the dog in the picture) runs around the house scraping the cone against the wall. I think she's hoping it will snag and fall off.
I love all the other choices you picked.
i love the spiral bone jewlry as well.
I had my ears stretched once...up to 7/16th. I ended up with a crazy infection and they closed up completely.
I have yet to stretch them back out.
The first time I stretched them myself and i was going to do the same thing this time but I think I'm too much of a pussy because every time I try to push the taper through it hurts alot more then I remember it.
It's probably because of the scar tissue.
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I also want all of the same things too...100 bucks in savings. ha yeah right.
Usually when I have that trapt feeling I usually fuck with my hair. Then when I do afterwards I'm ALWAYS disappointed.
If you want something pierced...get something you already have pierced stretched. That's what I've started doing. It's gets rid of that desire somewhat and I'm not stuck with some thing I have to take care of for months.
Don't have much to say today, right now. Just kinda moody and not that excited about anything.
Anyone want a GMail account? I have 6 invites left....
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Sinferno Cabaret was fun. so many lovely ladies. Nice to meet some cool new people. And.....the boobies! Dear lord, the boobies.
Ahrg. I am going back to bed for a while. But good morning today anyway, everyone!
UPDATEY EDIT! Yesterday was sooo fun. I got to meet the miss Germany who was really cool and nice and fun! Thanks for spotting...
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I don't think you tune it differently.
I had a bad dream about my kitty last night, that she'd gotten out. Someone had left the door to my apartment open and the door to the building was open and I found her but she kept running away from me.
Her tail was fat. Whenever she gets scared her tail poofs out. She ended up getting help when I went back to get help to catch her.
I scooped her up and she was still alive but dieing.
She's on my lap right now cuddling. I love her.
That was random. I know.
Wooh new pictures in my Photo Album so you can all see how much of a dork i am. I am at my parents doing laundry right now because i am a loser.
Not really looking forward to working tomorrow......i am worried that harrasser guy will come in. I don't like people very much sometimes.
Thanks everyone for your comments advice and sympathy, yesterday was a shit day and it really helped to read you r relies. Thanks! Since then i have found out that the guy basically hits on every young or youngish looking female though, so i m a little less sure of what to do. Like if it...
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i love kids.. i do. i want to teach. but i also like having time for me at the end of the day (albeit hard with all the responsibilities i carry around)... i dunno. i never say never anymore.
it's enough for me to know that right here and now... no babies for ryan!
First let me apologize because i won't be reading or responding to anyone else's journals for a few days......greg is downloading a motherload of updates for the computer, and as it is it took this website about 15 minutes to load completely and i am not that patient right now......i feel too icky to be...
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So there's this guy who comes into the restaurant where I work. Once a few months ago he came in with a couple other guys and I waited on them. Apparantly I must have said something or done something particularly interesting, because this guy has been coming back on the nights I work, sitting at the edge of the bar where he can see my section, and trying to get me to talk to him.
Okay, fine... he wants me to go out with him. So I talk to him a little while, and he has nothing particularly interesting to say. He has a foggy sense of humor and I don't think he's got much of a brain. But I gave him a chance.
He asked me to go biking with him, have lunch with him, hang out... I backed out of everything he offered. He sat in my section and ordered dinner from me, and overtipped me. He emailed me a poem about the Jughandle. It was pretty crappy.
So he's still coming into the restaurant. I don't know how to get rid of him. I've tried to be nice so far, but I'm tired of it. He's getting creepy, watching me from his little barstool...
The crazy thing is, I don't see what he's after. What do I possibly have that he wants? There are better looking girls at the restaurant, and definitely friendlier girls. I've had people get crushes on me before, but this is weird.
Well, he stopped coming to the restaurant for a while and I was relieved he was gone. Until yesterday. Joanna came into the kitchen and told me that "Band-Aid Face" was at the bar and wanted me to come wish him a happy birthday. I told her to tell him he never wished me a Happy Birthday, so why should I?
I got pretty busy and by the time I got a chance to stop and rest, he was gone. Good. I hope he doesn't come back.
Dull people suck.
btw, that dream about the teeth! ewwww.... now Goob is gonna have nightmares, too!
Edit: included quote from my entry in April
[Edited on Nov 11, 2004 1:04PM]
I might just dye it because I need a change. I'm in such bad shape right now. With my grandmother being sick and work being so busy and the holidays quickly approaching...I have no money to do any of the things I need to do but it always feels like I'm at work...
I can't handle being at work anymore with all of this other stuff going on in my life.
I'm sure they make horror pirate goth porn...they have too.
They cater to every fetish they have to have some kind of porn like that out there.
The porn I have I wouldn't recommend. I also have the same problem with beefcakes. I have no interest in oodles of muscle. Give me a good looking guy with a mohawk...
oh holy shit would that ever rule.
anyways,

I don't even think that place is going to have it to me by thanksgiving.
Also I didn't know I wasn't going to be able to get it at the store until last night.
I should check other places.
Maybe i'll do that tomorrow.
i guess plane accidents will be tragic with any saftey device!
i don't like christmas! for alot of reasons.
and i kept forgetting abou thanksgiving...