akathisia

I don't like Christmas that much, but i want to put up my little plastic Christmas tree. I just like the decorations and the lights most of all. Perhaps i should wait until after thanksgiving.

Knitting, then going to bed early. Greg and i will work on yardwork and cleaning the roof at my parents house in the morning, then they pay us a little money to help out with rent. Whoooo! And yay for acrophobia.

I feel like eveything has been boring and uneventful lately........

I want to do a white elephant party. I can't go to the SGPDX one becuase i have to work that day. Maybe i will have on at my house............

I have an account at Friendster.com now......sort of interesting. I am conected distantly to almost everyone in portland through a few of my friends on there. Social butterlies i tell you.

Are these poeple not the CUTEST?!?!? I would totally love to be in that group if i had a scooter.

i feel "meh" lately.

-Leslie

EDIT 11/22 Not much exciting to add today, so just adding to yesterdays journal instead. Put up the little chaotic charlie brown-esque christmas tree. Missed getting over to my parents intime to do the work, so we will do it this weekend. I still feel blah and don't knwo what to do. I don't feel happy and i can't get a hold of my friends. I have greg but he is equally or less happy than i. I don't know what to make for people for christmas and i am mad that i am poor. I don't know what to do about anything right now. Why can't i just feel lovely? Why can't i have more time to hang out with my friends? What is up with feeling like this? hyper sad hyper sad, i hate it.