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I don't want Halloween to be over....i wasn't prepared enough, and then it all went by too fast....

Mostly i haven't posted in so long because of being simultanously depressed about not getting the produce position i wanted and stressing out about the party that happened on the 30th. Dearest somethingorother, i was stressemejessed. Sorry, i am a bit drunk off of a few (or so) glasses of red wine, that is probably the only reason i am still awake right now. It felt like i worked on my Halloween costume soooo much this past week, yet i still wasn't able to finish eveything as well as i wanted to before das party. I will put up pictures soon. There were so many cool things there that i wanted to take pictures of, but i couldn't find my normal film camera, and greg's digital cheap camera is exactly that....mas de cheepy....so it can only take non-blurry pictures if you use a flash. Otherwise everything is blurry and out of focus. So we missed a lot of cool photos that would have only been possible w/o a flash...pumkins candles etc....! Patric and Justin (my friends who put on the party) made a "jack-o-lantern" out of an old steel drum that they cut a rough face into and set up out in their driveway with flares inside it.......very creepy...remiiniscent of the Thing. Such a fun party. I didn't really take enough pictures. But eventually i will post them. my friend Patrtic made an awesome Saddam pumpkin but alas it wouldn't really show up on our shit fer brainz camera. I won the costume contest, even though i had issues with my costume, so yay! I did work really hard on it, but i worked so late....the party started at 6:00pm and i think i ended up working on it totally hardcore full speed ahead until at least 6:15....sorry i was late guys! But I love my evil tooth fairy hat, it is so cozy and i can wear it anytime! At least in the winter..... WE were supposed to wear our costumes to work yesterday too, but i didn't do it. I thought it might actually scare the wee podlings, but also i have had a hard time feeling particularly stoked about anything work related now-a-days.

This post i think is a testament to why i should not post drunk. I don'r know what else to do though. I have been so lazy and busy at the same time....does that make sense to anyone else but me? And i have missed you! The site, the people i corespond with through here, and also...............the boobies.

Well, i do not feel partiucularly intelligent right now. Perhaps i will post more tomorrow, if i think of it.

Hope everyone can rise up in the aftermath.....
-Leslie

p.s. yes the election shit is just adding to my worries and stresses......i never really trust any statistics i hear on tv or radio news unless they have been around for a while and have the numbers basically verified......so although i know what has been on the newsa isn't necesarily the case, i am extremely worried anyway. Most of the polls are showing the results so far being within the margin of error but Dubbya still ending up with the electoral college win....c'mon, magin of error!!!! We can still swing this one! Anyway, greg told me he read a poll that was from eclusively cell phone users (as opposed to normal polls which are primarily of random samplings of land line numbers) where the results seem to be actually slanted towards Kerry by quite a few percent. But like i said i don't trust statistics that are thrown out by the media for out amusement, so i think if that shows anything it shows that younger people (who sometimes have a cell phone as their primary phone number) have been more likely to vote for Kerry. Well....a girl can have hope, i guess. *sigh*

Well g'night, for real now, i am going to get so drunk i do not wake up till the headache starts. Ok no not really, damn you work!!!!