Sinferno Cabaret was fun. so many lovely ladies. Nice to meet some cool new people. And.....the boobies! Dear lord, the boobies.
Ahrg. I am going back to bed for a while. But good morning today anyway, everyone!
UPDATEY EDIT! Yesterday was sooo fun. I got to meet the miss Germany who was really cool and nice and fun! Thanks for spotting...
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Wooh new pictures in my Photo Album so you can all see how much of a dork i am. I am at my parents doing laundry right now because i am a loser.
Not really looking forward to working tomorrow......i am worried that harrasser guy will come in. I don't like people very much sometimes.
Thanks everyone for your comments advice and sympathy, yesterday was a shit day and it really helped to read you r relies. Thanks! Since then i have found out that the guy basically hits on every young or youngish looking female though, so i m a little less sure of what to do. Like if it...
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i love kids.. i do. i want to teach. but i also like having time for me at the end of the day (albeit hard with all the responsibilities i carry around)... i dunno. i never say never anymore.
it's enough for me to know that right here and now... no babies for ryan!
First let me apologize because i won't be reading or responding to anyone else's journals for a few days......greg is downloading a motherload of updates for the computer, and as it is it took this website about 15 minutes to load completely and i am not that patient right now......i feel too icky to be...
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So there's this guy who comes into the restaurant where I work. Once a few months ago he came in with a couple other guys and I waited on them. Apparantly I must have said something or done something particularly interesting, because this guy has been coming back on the nights I work, sitting at the edge of the bar where he can see my section, and trying to get me to talk to him.
Okay, fine... he wants me to go out with him. So I talk to him a little while, and he has nothing particularly interesting to say. He has a foggy sense of humor and I don't think he's got much of a brain. But I gave him a chance.
He asked me to go biking with him, have lunch with him, hang out... I backed out of everything he offered. He sat in my section and ordered dinner from me, and overtipped me. He emailed me a poem about the Jughandle. It was pretty crappy.
So he's still coming into the restaurant. I don't know how to get rid of him. I've tried to be nice so far, but I'm tired of it. He's getting creepy, watching me from his little barstool...
The crazy thing is, I don't see what he's after. What do I possibly have that he wants? There are better looking girls at the restaurant, and definitely friendlier girls. I've had people get crushes on me before, but this is weird.
Well, he stopped coming to the restaurant for a while and I was relieved he was gone. Until yesterday. Joanna came into the kitchen and told me that "Band-Aid Face" was at the bar and wanted me to come wish him a happy birthday. I told her to tell him he never wished me a Happy Birthday, so why should I?
I got pretty busy and by the time I got a chance to stop and rest, he was gone. Good. I hope he doesn't come back.
Dull people suck.
btw, that dream about the teeth! ewwww.... now Goob is gonna have nightmares, too!
Edit: included quote from my entry in April
[Edited on Nov 11, 2004 1:04PM]
I might just dye it because I need a change. I'm in such bad shape right now. With my grandmother being sick and work being so busy and the holidays quickly approaching...I have no money to do any of the things I need to do but it always feels like I'm at work...
I can't handle being at work anymore with all of this other stuff going on in my life.
I'm sure they make horror pirate goth porn...they have too.
They cater to every fetish they have to have some kind of porn like that out there.
The porn I have I wouldn't recommend. I also have the same problem with beefcakes. I have no interest in oodles of muscle. Give me a good looking guy with a mohawk...
oh holy shit would that ever rule.
anyways,

PS you look a lot like my friend Kelsie, who also lives in Cornvalley
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Anyone want a couple to come clean their house and live with them in, say, Canada, Germany, Holland or France? If anyone actually i did i would leave.
Seriously though, i am ok with staying here for now but if a...
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I like eye shadow...never liked eye liner. But its so funny, because when I do wear makeup now its all neutral. Which I would not have been caught dead in back in the day. I was completely anti-natural look!
Yeah...I think ny nips are gross because they're my nipples, you know? Really easy to see, i can examine them more then normal. Its just...EW! This is supposed to be erotic damnit!!
My industrial on the other hand is being an angel...no problems whatsoever!
Its rainy here today. Which is not making me feel any better.
Thanks for the feedback on the pic- honestly I do like my body, and I am not unhappy that I'm not SG material. There's nothing wrong with a little maturity. Also, there is a certain personality, a certain character that SGs have, that I most certainly lack. But you see I'm not that shy.
Last night went over to my friend Patric's house for dinner......his roomate's best friend voted for Bush. So i asked him why....and he said that he thought Bush did a good job in...
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In France we have a channel which is like fox news but we can see another ones without paying.
(this channel make us to vote for an idiot man as Chirac)
I don't think you tune it differently.
I had a bad dream about my kitty last night, that she'd gotten out. Someone had left the door to my apartment open and the door to the building was open and I found her but she kept running away from me.
Her tail was fat. Whenever she gets scared her tail poofs out. She ended up getting help when I went back to get help to catch her.
I scooped her up and she was still alive but dieing.
She's on my lap right now cuddling. I love her.
That was random. I know.