akasha823

So, I am going to do a complete 180. I have decided, after a lot of thought, that I am going to stay in California. I had a mini meltdown/ panic attack last week. I realized that if I am freaking out like I was about the move, then it is not the right time for me. So I am going to move to the...
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Osama Bin Laden is dead. This moment should extend beyond party lines. A man who caused terror in our Nation is dead. No Americans lost their lives in this endeavor. It would be nice for people to focus on that for one night before ripping on the President and the speech. Enough with the political talk from me. Hope all is well out there.

Work stress has subsided for now.... After our meeting today, we were told that nothing will change, for now. So basically we just need to watch our hours. My plans in addition to the saving I was already doing is put a little more away just to be safe. I can't afford to be blindsided if they decide to pull this shit for real. At...
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So a shitty Monday indeed. I get to work to find that we are having our hours cut--> effective immediately. We have always worked 50 hour work weeks- that translates to 10 hours of OT a week. ALL of our OT has been cut. So that means an insane pay cut for all of the hourly people in my department. We are not sure if...
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Another weekend over. I am hungover and am cranky at the thought of waking up in 7 hours. I had a long talk with my best friend and her hubby about my reasons for moving. It was an enlightening conversation. I really had to look at why I want to move across the country. The answer is fairly simple: I want to create change in...
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So, it's Friday night. I am tired as hell. But I didn't want to drive out to my best friend's tonight. I kind of want to be antisocial, but I hate being lonely, so I came to Starbucks. I can still be alone, but around people. Yes, I realize I have issues. I am in a strange phase. I am depressed and anxious because I...
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I really hate Sundays. It is just past 8:00am and all I can think about is how the weekend is over already. I am gonna venture out into the ridiculous heat today so I can feel like I accomplished something today, even if it is something mundane like grocery shopping.

My migraine is gone thanks to some strong prescription meds and some good conversation. Hoarding: Buried Alive is still on. I can't imagine people living like that for years upon years. So sad. Definitely feeling better about my apartment, which I am prepping to get packed. I still have a while before the move, but I am doing a bit of purging. No need to...
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Saturday night and I am laying on my couch watching a marathon of Hoarding: Buried Alive. I might need to drink myself to sleep. Kind of sad tonight. Oh well.

My Grandma (Dad's Mom) is hilarious. I talked to her this morning and told her that I am planning to swing through GA when I drive to VA this summer. I thought she knew I was moving, but I guess not. She said "You're moving to VA? ... There's lots of sailors up there." She knows me so well. LOL Gotta love a man in...
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