It sucks when you have to end something that was pretty good. But when all is said and done, I have to look out for what is best for me. 
This is a song by Dave Matthews.......
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Run to your dreaming when you're alone
Unplug the TV and turn off your phone
Get heavy on with digging your ditch
Cause I'm
Digging a ditch where madness gives a bit
Digging a ditch where silence lives
Digging a ditch for when I'm old
Digging this ditch my story's told
Where all these troubles weigh down...
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Run to your dreaming when you're alone
Unplug the TV and turn off your phone
Get heavy on with digging your ditch
Cause I'm
Digging a ditch where madness gives a bit
Digging a ditch where silence lives
Digging a ditch for when I'm old
Digging this ditch my story's told
Where all these troubles weigh down...
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I am so glad it is almost the weekend. I need to spend a day doing nothing!
Hope you are well out there.
Hope you are well out there.
jakobo:
You and me both. I am also looking forward to the weekend. Have fun doing nothing!!!
Things seem ok and then wham- a curve ball comes at you and it's like "What the fuck??"
I just don't get it.
What is so wrong with me?
Why am I never "good" enough?
Oh wait---
I forgot-
I live in this land of make believe where people are honest and tell you what they want from you up front. See I am not...
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I just don't get it.
What is so wrong with me?
Why am I never "good" enough?
Oh wait---
I forgot-
I live in this land of make believe where people are honest and tell you what they want from you up front. See I am not...
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Goddess, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Courage to change the things I can;
And the wisdom to know the difference.
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noctem:
Yes, I'm feeling much better. Since I was sick that night I didn't have much of a hangover really.
bepps:
Well I don't really have a schedule anymore. That day person thing didn't last too long. I woke up at like 4:30pm today. Luckily the boss is out in Manila for a few weeks. 
I must be the world's biggest sap. I caught up on the last 2 weeks of Grey's Anatomy and balled. Now I am watching American Idol and this girl is crying and saying how much she just wants her dad to be proud of her. It brought a mother fucking tear to my eye.
I know the feeling though of wanting the Parental Units to...
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I know the feeling though of wanting the Parental Units to...
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lucky17:
You could have the SGIE American Idol party in your livingroom. Yeah! Kill two birds with one stone.
bepps:
Actually sitting in your living room watching TV DOES count as an event. As long as there's liquor (and there always is when I show up, I keep a full bar in suitcases in the back of my car), people, and more liquor, I do declair it an SGIE event!
Hmmmm drunken poetry reading. This may have potential.
Hmmmm drunken poetry reading. This may have potential.
Hey out there! This is the first Monday Night in forever that I have not had to scramble to do my homework for tomorrow night's class.
That said, I think I am going to try to get a head start on next week's assignment.
Yes, I do realize I am kind of nerd.
So these last few blogs have been really more of me expressing...
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That said, I think I am going to try to get a head start on next week's assignment.
Yes, I do realize I am kind of nerd.
So these last few blogs have been really more of me expressing...
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d_day:
That's what they all say!
See you Wednesday?
See you Wednesday?
d_day:
That would be cool. If you can't make it, there's always the next one. And of course, don't be afraid of posting an event of your own!
So I couldn't sleep the other night. Thanks goodness the insomnia didn't return for longer than that. But I had an epiphany.
I am about to be 30. It will be 4 years this April since I left JackAss (this is the piece of shit ex fiance who doesn't deserve to be called by his real name) and I was fortunate enough to have parents...
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I am about to be 30. It will be 4 years this April since I left JackAss (this is the piece of shit ex fiance who doesn't deserve to be called by his real name) and I was fortunate enough to have parents...
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I swear I must be getting old....
I was at a coffee house doing my homework and was listening in on the 'kids' talking.
And I have to wonder, were we all that obnoxious?? You know the "Look At Me" "Look At Me" persona.
Let's start with this LOUDNESS factor. Is it really necessary to shout to the person who is standing in whispering distance...
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I was at a coffee house doing my homework and was listening in on the 'kids' talking.
And I have to wonder, were we all that obnoxious?? You know the "Look At Me" "Look At Me" persona.
Let's start with this LOUDNESS factor. Is it really necessary to shout to the person who is standing in whispering distance...
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lucky17:
Hahahahahah, that was some funny shit, but yes, we were probably just as annoying when we were that age.
stingray69:
I wish my pants would fall down. For some strange reason, they keep getting tighter? I'm starting to think my all beer diet might not be working... 
I am officially sick and I hate it.
I am still writing my paper, although the Golden Globes is hindering that a bit.
Drew Barrymoore looked GORGEOUS!!! There are too many to name who looked great. But can I just what the FUCK was Cameron Diaz wearing??!! And who let her do her own hair and makeup??? God help us if that was a professional...
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I am still writing my paper, although the Golden Globes is hindering that a bit.
Drew Barrymoore looked GORGEOUS!!! There are too many to name who looked great. But can I just what the FUCK was Cameron Diaz wearing??!! And who let her do her own hair and makeup??? God help us if that was a professional...
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i wish i could.. i hope to get a new job soon, if i do, i'll be over in 6 months