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So, the Monsters rear their ugly heads.

My good old friends, Hurt and Depression sinking in

As rapidly as I breathe the air;

Every minute struggling to feel anything but morbidity and dread.



Confusing diatribe-

Misguided, misunderstood-

Over analyzing and self loathing-

How do I know what's good?

When I can't let go of the fear-

That grips me daily, sucking my energy away-

Clawing...
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I have paperwork I need to do and I am procrastinating hardcore.

But at least Ugly Betty and Grey's Anatomy are new tonight!!

And I get to spend the weekend with Jason again!

How are you all doing???

Yes I have done it. I went camping. Jason took me yesterday. The plan was to stay over night. We got there and set up camp and went on a hike. Jason called it when he looked up at the mountains, which were covered with clouds. Then, the problem: we got rained on during a game of Scrabble.

We were playing and it was very...
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Hey folks-

Just an update....

I am still happy.

Going camping with my boyfriend this weekend. Aside from him getting me to try foods that I never ever thought I'd try again, he is getting me- a known princess- out roughing it. Yes, an actual tent. Remember folks, my idea of roughing it is a cabin with no phone or television. But I am excited...
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Just some words......

3-15-07
Filling this book-
With these thoughts of you,
Though your eyes I've never seen;
And your hand I've never shook;
I can't help but wonder,
Does your heart also ponder,
The idea that this could be true?

Connections made
Over imaginary lines-
Visions of what could be
Threaten to cover my eyes-
To make rationality blind.

Nervous excitement
Teen-like anticipation...
My...
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I am basking in the glow of unexpected happiness.

Though I am broke and dealing with stupid shit with school, I have discovered how good a relationship can be.

No secrets, no doubts, no anger, just comfort, peace and dare i say it... joy.

Hope you are all well out there.

Weekend update!!

Friday and Sunday night spent with the Man. Good times for sure!

Saturday night went out with MsJune who btw is frickin AWESOME.

We went to one of my favorite spots in West Hollywood- RAGE. We met quite a few hotties- of course they were all GAY- but we had great conversations about tattoos and politics??

And the dancing- fun fun dancing! Here...
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So-

Update time:

1. Jason is still awesome. Things are still incredibly new and good. i like him so much and giggle like a school girl when I talk about him or when I hear his voice.

2. I am going dancing tonight with someone I never thought I'd talk to, let alone hang out with (due to a common denominator). She is so sweet...
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Things and People that Rock! A great weekend!
So I am sitting here thinking about the things that I experienced this weekend that just totally rocked.

1. Wii- which I got to experience and play for the first time with Jacquie, Russ and Ben. So my biggest discovery about the game- that my hand-eye coordination is just awful. I mean I knew it was bad,...
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My tongue is numb.

My roommate made some kick ass mudslides.

mmmmmmm


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One more class over tonight. That's right 3 more to go and I will be done with the BS. I am gonna go for the Masters in Septmeber. Shoot me now- but that means an actual summer! That means the long awaited girls only trip to Hawaii should be on. That's right...
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