Tuesday Jul 28, 2009

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So I am watching the show More to Love. I am kind of speechless. As a "plus size" girl, it is nice to see a show that is made for us. I have struggled with my weight since my mid-20s. I was in an abusive relationship and turned to food as a method of control. The only thing I could do was feed my depression...
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giggles:
haven't seen it yet but love dance your ass off.
my eating issues are boredom i eat when i am bored so I have to keep myself busy but hate exercise so ehh
dvldog83:
I know you have have heard it all but, you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else. I have been big most of my life. I lost all it and kept it off while in the service. I know how you feel about being self conscienious about your weight. However, you are a beautiful person; and have a lot to offer someone and they have to accept you for who you are. I have also learned that if you really want to lose weight and keep it off, diets do not work. You have to understand it is a life style change that you have to commit to. The mind set with a diet is that when I reach my goal it is all over and I can return to the way things were before and that is just what happens you put all that weight that you lost back on. With a life style change you eat and live different for the rest of your life knowing that you can not eat like everyone else.

Bellive in yourself and do not give up you are beautiful.

Sunday Jul 26, 2009

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Where do the weekends go?? I am trying to turn over a new leaf. I am going to try to not let things get to me and instead of getting mad, I am going to pray. These past 6 months have been the worst in a long while. Even when I was with Jackass, I was able to cope by praying and meditating. These past...
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franie:
Best of luck on your journey. I hope that your spirituality keeps you at peace.
giggles:
hopefully the spirituality and you will get along

Friday Jul 24, 2009

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I am so over all this drama. I just want my peaceful life back. Oh wait, when was it ever really peaceful...
giggles:
it was more peaceful

Friday Jul 24, 2009

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Seriously, just when I think things are going to calm down, the crap hits the fan again. My niece gets kicked out of her Mom's house and so she comes to stay with us. Well now she asked me to take her back to her Mom's because my brother threw a fit a started fighting with his girlfriend and got ridiculously loud and stupid. I...
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Sunday Jul 19, 2009

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So things are pretty much calmed down at my house. But I am still pissed at my brother and his girlfriend and they are both kissing up to me. I assume that is because he still wants to switch rooms with me so he and his girlfriend can have more room. He is so barking up the wrong tree.

Other than the home life, work...
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giggles:
this whole moth is quickly passing by

Thursday Jul 16, 2009

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So it has been a crappy few days.

I got in a HUGE fight with my brother about one of the dogs. One of them is really sick and I got blamed for it because I was the only one home with them. NewsFlash from the vet (an hour or so after my brother left the hospital) said that I didn't cause his illness but...
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giggles:
I hate that smoke smell, my in laws smell like that and they have no clue it stinks so bad. you can smell the smoke and weed from the sidewalk. And they refuse to stop whe I visit so I don't anymore.
dvldog83:
Thank you any way. I am not going to pretend that I will be a faithful in posting msgs to blogs. Take care and be sweet.

Saturday Jul 11, 2009

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UFC 100. I can't wait. Right now I'm watching a recap of the Top 100 fights which were chosen by fans. I just can't get enough of this sport. Hope y'all are having a good weekend out there! Hugs

P.S. Now there is a commercial for a 4 disc set Monster Ballads. I might have to order it. I know every damn song they've featured...
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giggles:
I really love those infomercials for music and I actually want to buy them

Monday Jul 06, 2009

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So yea, I've been gone for quite awhile. I can't say for sure that I will be back soon after this post. The way things are going, I go in and out of wanting to be social very quickly.

Things are not really much different than the last time. I am still questioning my faith and my whole purpose for being. I am still at...
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giggles:
I like to read out all the bad stuff just to get it out and then I throw it away. And feel so much better
d_day:
I know exactly what that's like, especially now that I surf from work since things are so slow for us. But, here I am. There are thinkgs I can't get away with checking at work.

Monday Jan 19, 2009

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Hey Folks.

Lately I have been questioning my failth... yet again.

For the past 8 months or so I had been going to church religiously (no pun intended). Recently, I have been feeling like I have been faking the happiness and peace. I was reading poetry at an outreach event this past November and it felt forced and fake. I don't write the happy feel...
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giggles:

happy valentines day
junnie:
I seriously miss you! We are moving! I want to get together before that happens! XOXOXO Call me.

Sunday Jan 11, 2009

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Hey Folks,

Wow- it has been a crazy few weeks.

My brother's father committed suicide the day I came back to SG. We found out shortly after I posted. My heart broke for him and his siblings. It was an awful experience. The funeral was last week and I drove up to Nor Cal with my niece to be there for him. He is doing...
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giggles:
adorable little/big pups
redvillain:
A very mixed blog, but you seem to be handling it
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