I think I need meds again.
I am fucking depressed today. And about what? I have no cares in the world. I satisfy my need to shop whenever I feel like it. I am fortunate enough to get everything that I could want, materially anyway.
I have great family and friends. I have a good job. Life is not bad for me.
But I am still upset.
This whole "alone" thing sucks. I know I don't need a significant other to validate my self worth, but fuck, a warm body to have next to me on a cold night would be nice.
If I have a good day, I want someone to call and the same if I have a bad one.
I feel like an empty shell waiting for someone to find me while they walk along the beach.
Oh well. Another day in my oh-so-tough-to-be-me world.
I mean, how bad can it be when my major worry is about someone to love?
I am fucking depressed today. And about what? I have no cares in the world. I satisfy my need to shop whenever I feel like it. I am fortunate enough to get everything that I could want, materially anyway.
I have great family and friends. I have a good job. Life is not bad for me.
But I am still upset.
This whole "alone" thing sucks. I know I don't need a significant other to validate my self worth, but fuck, a warm body to have next to me on a cold night would be nice.
If I have a good day, I want someone to call and the same if I have a bad one.
I feel like an empty shell waiting for someone to find me while they walk along the beach.
Oh well. Another day in my oh-so-tough-to-be-me world.
I mean, how bad can it be when my major worry is about someone to love?
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Maybe you can get Mr. Shatner to read one of your poems...