If I weren't going to TX for Xmas, I'd probably cry myself to sleep every night until New Years. No joke.
Winter Blues.....
Damn things get exacerbated when the Holidays come around.
Winter Blues suck. Could you imagine if I lived in a place where there was a significant lack of sunlight? I wouldn't be able to get out of bed.
I mean any given day during the rest of the year, I am good with (and happy with) being single. But throw the fucking Holidays sentiments on me and I am a wreck.
Anyway... I am attempting to write the pain away.
What is this pain I am feeling?? That's just it- I am not really in emotional pain, What I am feeling is an innate reaction that happens when this time of year hits. I am acutally doing good with the single/celibate thing.
Although there are times when I do want a hug and a kiss.
Ah well... only a few weeks to go.
XOXOXO
Winter Blues.....
Damn things get exacerbated when the Holidays come around.
Winter Blues suck. Could you imagine if I lived in a place where there was a significant lack of sunlight? I wouldn't be able to get out of bed.
I mean any given day during the rest of the year, I am good with (and happy with) being single. But throw the fucking Holidays sentiments on me and I am a wreck.
Anyway... I am attempting to write the pain away.
What is this pain I am feeling?? That's just it- I am not really in emotional pain, What I am feeling is an innate reaction that happens when this time of year hits. I am acutally doing good with the single/celibate thing.
Although there are times when I do want a hug and a kiss.
Ah well... only a few weeks to go.
XOXOXO
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junnie:
XOXO I have to work the holiday. That sucks. I understand and hope you get cheered up really soon.
bepps:
No. I could never imagine living up north in like Sweden or Norway. That'd be nuts. I'm quite happy with SoCal. 