Tuesday morning, and here's my last week
Wed ... not much happening, just work, and lots and lots of stress... Wednesday night my heartbeat went from 60 (normal) to 180 in less than 30 seconds... while I was sitting there.. vegemite made me promise to get to the doctor...
Thursday our first night alone... it was nice...
Friday we decide to chill out at home (busy weekend ahead) and so we watched brokeback mountain... while parts were a little much for me to watch (it's just hard for me to watch two men go at it)... I was left with a feeling of profound sadness for them... imagine never being able to express your love. Just makes me want gay marriage passed all the more.
Saturday - went to see my dad and it was so stressful I wanted to kill him. vegemite almost did. lol... the drive took over three hours (it's normally 2) and when we got home there was no time to rest! Saturday night we went out with ymonster, calamity and the birthday girl dirtyprettythings, who vegemite and I gave some yummy toys (and even tried one out!).
Sunday - painted a room for a few hours, which always helps to relieve stress. It's funny, because even though the fumes kill me, it calms me - until I fuck up, then I freak out for 10 seconds... Sunday night watched Sky High - which was silly, but sweet... plus it reminded me of when Kurt Russell did Disney movies as a kid.
Monday saw the doctor... he prescribed Lexapro for the stress, and scheduled me for a stress test... yum. The drugs had an immediate effect and made me calmer... unfortunately vegemite is sick again
but otherwise, it was a better night. The gym made me feel better too... and 200 is mine. lol.
This morning drug induced haze makes it hard to focus... but I do know that the apocalypse is nigh... HAHAHA
Happy 6/6/6 to all.
Wed ... not much happening, just work, and lots and lots of stress... Wednesday night my heartbeat went from 60 (normal) to 180 in less than 30 seconds... while I was sitting there.. vegemite made me promise to get to the doctor...
Thursday our first night alone... it was nice...
Friday we decide to chill out at home (busy weekend ahead) and so we watched brokeback mountain... while parts were a little much for me to watch (it's just hard for me to watch two men go at it)... I was left with a feeling of profound sadness for them... imagine never being able to express your love. Just makes me want gay marriage passed all the more.
Saturday - went to see my dad and it was so stressful I wanted to kill him. vegemite almost did. lol... the drive took over three hours (it's normally 2) and when we got home there was no time to rest! Saturday night we went out with ymonster, calamity and the birthday girl dirtyprettythings, who vegemite and I gave some yummy toys (and even tried one out!).
Sunday - painted a room for a few hours, which always helps to relieve stress. It's funny, because even though the fumes kill me, it calms me - until I fuck up, then I freak out for 10 seconds... Sunday night watched Sky High - which was silly, but sweet... plus it reminded me of when Kurt Russell did Disney movies as a kid.
Monday saw the doctor... he prescribed Lexapro for the stress, and scheduled me for a stress test... yum. The drugs had an immediate effect and made me calmer... unfortunately vegemite is sick again
but otherwise, it was a better night. The gym made me feel better too... and 200 is mine. lol.
This morning drug induced haze makes it hard to focus... but I do know that the apocalypse is nigh... HAHAHA
Happy 6/6/6 to all.
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see you tuesday!