When heaven burns I will dance in its fire.........Deicide.
I am in a fucked up mood, feeling fucked up, wanting to dump the wench and go back to Jersey. This fucking sucks. You really can't live your life for someone else who doesn't know what it is like to have a passion for life or death. Live for fucking living or dying but the stagnation for a middle ground existence is for the fucking christians, spare me. If I am dying it is because of the external forces that wish to bring me the fuck down. I have the spirit of the fucking wolf man.........And I am constantly infested with that which is like stagnant unmoving water. Bacteria filled and surrounded with a sickness of a stillborn life. Fucking we should all ditch these fuckers. Selling ones soul for a better life? Yeah, the wild ones will answer one day to a mudane god who lives his sorry ass life through ass. Fucker, I think that is why we exist. No more than fucking entertainment, like " Will and Grace" or fucking Seinfield. She is killing me, so afraid to be alive, so imparting her fears. And me so wanting to make everyone happy that I'm selling, no, sold my soul. I have gotta get the fuck out of this.
I am in a fucked up mood, feeling fucked up, wanting to dump the wench and go back to Jersey. This fucking sucks. You really can't live your life for someone else who doesn't know what it is like to have a passion for life or death. Live for fucking living or dying but the stagnation for a middle ground existence is for the fucking christians, spare me. If I am dying it is because of the external forces that wish to bring me the fuck down. I have the spirit of the fucking wolf man.........And I am constantly infested with that which is like stagnant unmoving water. Bacteria filled and surrounded with a sickness of a stillborn life. Fucking we should all ditch these fuckers. Selling ones soul for a better life? Yeah, the wild ones will answer one day to a mudane god who lives his sorry ass life through ass. Fucker, I think that is why we exist. No more than fucking entertainment, like " Will and Grace" or fucking Seinfield. She is killing me, so afraid to be alive, so imparting her fears. And me so wanting to make everyone happy that I'm selling, no, sold my soul. I have gotta get the fuck out of this.