aidan

Not marriage material.

I was told this is why I can never maintain a relationship. I'm more of a short-fling kind of guy. I don't mind that sometimes, but at the same time I would like to be a keeper.

Being of male gender, I never know how girls think. Can somebody elaborate on this?

It is 2:43 in the morning, and I am sitting in my new house, pantsless, after a weekend of moving. (by "weekend" I mean Friday through Sunday, since I now get all 3 days off every week.) I did the majority of it Friday, with the assistance of Margot and her fancy new SUV. (Thank you!!!!) After that though, I did most of the moving...
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Feeling pretty fucking unwanted lately.

I hate this.

I like wine.
I like pretty girls.
I like nudity.
Seems I like to combine the three as I found out last night.
Yep.

Girls.

I'm sick of girls who only like douchebags.
You say you want a guy who treats you well, but when you get one, you run away.
Yeah, fuck you.
If douchebag is what you want, douchebag is what you get. I won't be there next time you come running to me because he's hurting you. You're on your own from now on.

It's getting...
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Grrr.
As mellow and laid back as I am, I'm a very emotionally damaged person, and I like to think I can't be hurt any more than I already have been in the past, but for some reason I can't seem to forget about how shitty my ex was to me during the last month of our relationship. And the fact that she left me...
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I swear I'm retarded when it comes to relationships, which is why I am single again. I guess I don't really know how to be a big enough douchebag. When I'm dating someone I always feel this need to take her out and have fun all the time like an idiot. I always want to spend a lot of time with her and give her...
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I'm single again.
And I'm actually really sad about it.
I guess I'm not cut out for relationships.
I'm a good friend, but a terrible boyfriend.

I give up.
What's the point of even trying when I get nothing out of it?
I have no idea how to make a relationship work.
I'm probably better off being alone the rest of my life.
It's better than having someone you actually care about make you feel like shit all the time.
I'm quite the catch, really. There are plenty of people who...
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Relationships. I'm still not sure I understand them. I put so much effort into it, and don't seem to get much out of it. I think I am going to stop trying. It seems kinda pointless. She won't even let me kiss her, yet she says she still wants to be with me for some reason. I don't understand why. I guess I'll just leave...
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Well, poop.

I'm not sure I'm very good at this boyfriend stuff, which is probably why I've been single most of my life. I mean I'm really trying because I like my girlfriend a lot, but I guess I don't really know how to be a good boyfriend. It's been so long since I've even attempted a relationship that I seem to have forgotten how...
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