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Second Journal Entry of the day.

To be fair, the first one was late last night, and this is all about starting out a day that promises to be amazing.

I am starting the day out (once I shower and get off the computer that is) by heading down to talk a guy named Scott Budgen who has put some very beautiful ink on my...
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agentofoblivion:
I did everything I said I was going to. I made the appointment and I went to the show.

Oh how I love myself.

Agent.
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So its almost two am and I dont think sleep is an option.

How often do you find yourself unable to sleep? For me its been pretty frequent, but tonight I think it is for a different reason than it has been for the last week.

About a week ago I got hit with the loss of a loved one (that is to say, I...
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annalee:
Yeah I aggree Burzums music was good its just all the mess that wasnt! re;black metal stuff skull
agentofoblivion:
Yeah I was really upset when all that went down. I was pretty actiuve with the Burzum.org group before they became Churcharson.org and it did not sit well with me at all. I actually stopped listening to burzum for a while because it made me angry, but I eventually got over it and remembered how amazing his music was, even if there would never be any more.

Ben
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What a night.

Midnight phone calls, hasty preperations and short drives to be in the company of others. Of one particular other.

Four hours of intense and fulfilling conversation. Half a bottle of red wine. Life is good.

Love you all

Good Night

Agent
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hungryherbivore:
I need it by sunday, but the suit is the problem. All the suits are like big, fancy cut with big shoulder pads and shit. Im just going to say fuck it and go to prom in a shirt and tie.

Did you go to Kzoo to play vintage over the weekend? What was the metagame like?
agentofoblivion:
Too bad to hear about the suit.

I actually played at RIW in Livonia... Kzoo isnt until the 16th of june.

The meta was totally distorted. There were no control slaver or workshop decks, and I boarded heavy for that. I lost one round to Dragon (my signature deck) and made top8 only to lose to goblins.

Oath won.

Top 8 was two 3cc decks, U/R fish, Me with Gifts, Dragon, GobVantage, and two Oath decks.
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A soft and sensitive hand lifts me from this darkness
Such tenderness in this embrace from beyond my sight
I cannot fathom where such divine hands could come from
And why they would risk it all to save me from this night

A girl with such tenderness in her peering eyes and loving smile
I feel that I should know her heavenly face
But too...
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It is amazing how tired a person can get before they completely shut down.

I have finally slept after nearly 60 hours of agonizing moral support for family members, and at the end I was a zombie.

Refreshed, I feel remotely human again. And I think its time for a night of personal fulfillment, time to step away for a bit and do something for...
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It is 5 am, and I am feeling completely insane. I only got about two hours of sleep, and it was not good sleep at all.

Dwelling upon the inevitable death of someone very important to me, it has been hard to think of much else in the last 12 hours. Today is going to be a forced day of good tiding though, as I...
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It is late at night or early in the morning, and I dont really care which.

I am still up from yesterday, but I am also up for tomorrow. Chaos is a beautiful state of being.

I added pictures of me to folders today, as I just figured out how to do it. Once I get some more pictures of me on my computer I...
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deage:
Hi and welcome, I am still relatively new myself, but once you work your way around the site, you'll have no problems and meet a heap of new friends.
Good to hear you were able to save the painting - I once lost a painting a friend did for me - no good!
agentofoblivion:
Thanks.

I found the right stuff, topcoated it and it looks amazing. The painting is of the symbol that is on my lower left arm. I am going to try to get some pics of my paintings up sometime this month.

I also did the wicked charlie manson painting yesterday that I could not have imagined would turn out so perfect.
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Like a flickering candle and moments later an inferno, so often I go unnoticed and other times I cannot seem to hide. Well lately all I have done is hide, and in my hiding I have found something I forgot about: inspiration.

So the last few days have had me priming and desecrating canvas, working on my unfinished short stories, and talking to faces from...
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mschrista:
hi smile
agentofoblivion:
Hello

Welcome to my journal.

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Upon the whisper of a ghostly girl
I dream of sex and death and darkest depths
That will allow my secrets to unfurl
And open doorways with my every breath
The grim reflection of my living form
Asleep across the bleak penumbral veil
Onto this kingdom where my dreams are born
Betrays that dreams are not unlike a jail
For nothing that is not can...
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neva1976:
ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
zombieelvis:
Hey!

Two groups. One of them Elvis.

You are coolest fucking mother fucking mother on this site.

Welcome aboard.
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ON Monday, May 2nd, after pirating internet access from my room mate, I have joined suicide girls.

I did this primarily to make up for the fact that I just found out that I was not going to be able to see CLUTCH due to the show being sold out (which breaks my heart) and secondarily because this cool chick I know told me that...
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neva1976:
Yeah I'm a rocking chick alright!!!!!

LOL

Glad to see you on here!!!!
*BIG HUGZ*