So I am sitting in my usual perch... in front of my computer at the end of my bed in my hole in the ground apartment. It is fairly relaxing to be doing so, but that may be the result of the large glass of Jaegar and Vernors (my second) sitting in front of me.
It has been a long weekend. Granted, it is now...
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I removed this entry because I changed my mind about what it contained. I have little to say so I will update it later.
Love Ya
Agent
Edit: Once again I am editing this, because something wonderful has happened and I feel my life spilling all over from it. I am feeling so powerful, so perfect, and I can only imagine I am being set...
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Love Ya
Agent
Edit: Once again I am editing this, because something wonderful has happened and I feel my life spilling all over from it. I am feeling so powerful, so perfect, and I can only imagine I am being set...
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ash:
yup .. i do it too. usually when I unleash holy HELL upon sg
ash:
AND DUDE .. if u only like "spontaneous" comedy .. you'd probably hate me in real life. I act so goofy all the time
When the night whispers its sullen serenade, when everything but your failure seems to drift and fade
When you can conquer nothing through your cathartic pen, when you are tortured from holding it in
And you run from the sounds that echo in your empty chest, unable to admit and unwilling to confess
And an attempt at play and foolish interaction, of frolicking lifeless to...
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When you can conquer nothing through your cathartic pen, when you are tortured from holding it in
And you run from the sounds that echo in your empty chest, unable to admit and unwilling to confess
And an attempt at play and foolish interaction, of frolicking lifeless to...
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In a few moments I am getting my things together to jump in my brother's truck and break for Kalamazoo... we are driving out to play Magic Hardcore Vintage Style.
I managed to pound some coffin nails into my personal life last night and its killing my head... hopefully today will go well and ease my mind a bit. Hopefully the damage done is not...
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I managed to pound some coffin nails into my personal life last night and its killing my head... hopefully today will go well and ease my mind a bit. Hopefully the damage done is not...
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mistressvamp:
You should always look where your pounding the nails in before you start. 
agentofoblivion:
Well I managed to get that seat right below the top cut after the swiss... having terrible tie breakers and having only actually lost one round and only losing that to savage mistakes on my part... but I won the four man ante side event so all is well.
For those of you confused by this just ignore it, its a silly hobby that I love and will probably never give up.
Ben
For those of you confused by this just ignore it, its a silly hobby that I love and will probably never give up.
Ben
Heading to Flint for the Local 432 show with Skin Casket. It should prove to be an interesting evening. I have not had the pleasure of seeing these guys in a while and I really need to get out and stop letting all this shit thats in my head kick the crap out of me.
"My Soul To Hell For Company..."
I found him sitting there in the dark and decided I have had enough. So I choked the little bastard and buried him in the yard. Now there is a lot of blood to clean up. He has been busy. If only my inner child would have been one of those lazy half retarded kids with breathing problems this...
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I found him sitting there in the dark and decided I have had enough. So I choked the little bastard and buried him in the yard. Now there is a lot of blood to clean up. He has been busy. If only my inner child would have been one of those lazy half retarded kids with breathing problems this...
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octoberseven:
Cool man. Yeah, I'm talking about the finished album. Something about some hassle between Rotten and Transdreamer/Megaforce that's keeping the album out of print now. Drop me a line at warlocklord77@hotmail.com and we'll see about arranging something.
hungryherbivore:
Good luck on Saturday. I would go but have to attend fathers day BS. 2 Land belcher is pretty sweet.. very over looked. Gifts is going to get the axe, so gifts belcher is going to be history.
Was playtesting and trying to updated tog.... tog sucks big oath balls... Oath just stomps on tog match after match. Im looking at some french builds right now to see how they protect, but I don't think they see as much oath and fish/landstill as we do.
Was playtesting and trying to updated tog.... tog sucks big oath balls... Oath just stomps on tog match after match. Im looking at some french builds right now to see how they protect, but I don't think they see as much oath and fish/landstill as we do.
The beginning of a week destined to be filled with drama...
I feel detached from my species. I feel like walking oblivion, and I fear that I may forget to breathe and may never wake if I sleep. I fear that I am not human, that I am just a ghost in a tortured body. I am consumed by my overwhelming emotions and I am...
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I feel detached from my species. I feel like walking oblivion, and I fear that I may forget to breathe and may never wake if I sleep. I fear that I am not human, that I am just a ghost in a tortured body. I am consumed by my overwhelming emotions and I am...
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mistressvamp:
Hmmm... Yes I do know what you mean in this past week it seems like everything in my life is crumbling around me. Quite rapidly at that. Not to much left that even makes me want to wake up anymore. I've got nothing and no one they've all turned on me. I feel like I'm being sucked down into nothingness
and don't know how to pull myself out.
And on your other note I just watched Blade 3
it was all right.
And I really like that new Foo Fighters song thats on the radio.
and don't know how to pull myself out.
And on your other note I just watched Blade 3
it was all right.
And I really like that new Foo Fighters song thats on the radio.
deage:
Touching words man - very deep.
I've had Gizmo for about 9 years now the main reason was to flirt with girls
. But he has been around so long now It's weird when he isn't at his usualy spot - just below my monitor.
I've had Gizmo for about 9 years now the main reason was to flirt with girls
. But he has been around so long now It's weird when he isn't at his usualy spot - just below my monitor.I typed up a whole beautiful rant about my day and my life and accidently erased it. So instead I am going to pose a question.
What is your favorite personal object and why? Is it from childhood? romantic or sentimental?
Mine is probably this piece of a headstone that I have sitting in my living room right now. I have had it about seven...
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What is your favorite personal object and why? Is it from childhood? romantic or sentimental?
Mine is probably this piece of a headstone that I have sitting in my living room right now. I have had it about seven...
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mistressvamp:
I LOVE Halloween soooooo much.
I get so excited when it comes I'm worse than my son. It's september and I'm like its almost here its almost here. LOL I tend to drive people kinda nuts but they all think I'm a little nutty anyways so screw them. It pisses me off because no one I know is into it like I am. 
I need better friends.
I'm glad my blanket story made you happy.
Thanks for understanding.
Hmmm... Well I really like your painting so if you don't have room I guess I really will come steal it from you. lol Ohh and maybe you could make a girl to keep him company. That would be great. LOL
Ok sorry I'm a little loopy its like seven in the morning and I just got home from work.
But I'm rambling again. (I tend to do that alot) I'm gonna go take a nap. Talk to you later.
Melanie 
I get so excited when it comes I'm worse than my son.
It's september and I'm like its almost here its almost here. LOL I tend to drive people kinda nuts but they all think I'm a little nutty anyways so screw them. It pisses me off because no one I know is into it like I am. I need better friends.
I'm glad my blanket story made you happy.
Thanks for understanding.
Hmmm... Well I really like your painting so if you don't have room I guess I really will come steal it from you. lol
Ohh and maybe you could make a girl to keep him company. That would be great. LOL
Ok sorry I'm a little loopy its like seven in the morning and I just got home from work.
But I'm rambling again. (I tend to do that alot)
I'm gonna go take a nap. Talk to you later.
Melanie
ash:
the rabbit didnt get into my house .. my CAT carried it through my bedroom window (over five feet high!!!!!!!!!)
okay so now I got pics of my new tattoos...
I put pics of them as well as a ton of new pics of me in my pics folders... I couldnt figure out how to post them in my journal so anyone who wants to walk their computer naive friend through it I would be much appreciative...
Ben
Oh yes, and I started reading another...
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I put pics of them as well as a ton of new pics of me in my pics folders... I couldnt figure out how to post them in my journal so anyone who wants to walk their computer naive friend through it I would be much appreciative...
Ben
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mistressvamp:
Nice tattoos!!!
mistressvamp:
Thank You for the nice comment about my poem. If you go back through my journal theres a few more that I did.
I also like the picture you put in AnnaLees friend thread. SCARY!!!
LOL
If you go back through my journal theres a few more that I did.
I also like the picture you put in AnnaLees friend thread. SCARY!!!
LOL Good Mourning
This is the first time I have been up this early that didnt involve work or still being up from the previous night.
I had my wrists done yesterday. I will try to post pictures by the end of the week, first I have to get someone to take them. I had the eye of horus put on each wrist. I am so...
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This is the first time I have been up this early that didnt involve work or still being up from the previous night.
I had my wrists done yesterday. I will try to post pictures by the end of the week, first I have to get someone to take them. I had the eye of horus put on each wrist. I am so...
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hungryherbivore:
lol you know we also faced off at Pandaemonium for a monday night vintage... we went 2-1 with you pulling wins out of your ass... I was playing FCG but successfully layed out P. Pillar making you kill yourself the second game. Third game you just tinkered into a DSC and stomped me... but I did artifact mutate him first.
Also talked a little at SSG P9 Chicago...
Also talked a little at SSG P9 Chicago...
annalee:
That sounds awsome, your tattoos, I just put on the song eye of horus by decapitated because of that! I want to see the pictures 
Crowbar and C.o.C. at Harpos June 3rd
Let me start by saying this was one of the best shows I have been to in a long time.
I have so much to post about this show, so many ideas that will flow out of it, but I want to rant in my journal before I hit the boards with it.
First and Foremost... Props to...
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Let me start by saying this was one of the best shows I have been to in a long time.
I have so much to post about this show, so many ideas that will flow out of it, but I want to rant in my journal before I hit the boards with it.
First and Foremost... Props to...
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annalee:
Kreator were so good, in my top 10 shows. Thats cool you heard some covers. I really like Crowbar, I remember I heard them kind of late, the first song was Through the Ashes...and I just thought it was so beautiful. I normally like bands with lots of guitar solos and quite often much faster bands but they just have something so good about them. I'll have to get some more of their albums I only have two.
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[Edited on Jun 05, 2005 7:23PM]
hungryherbivore:
Yes,
You were playing drgn and I was playing sui-black. I lost to you and gimbles playing FCG. Came in third after beating some guys r/g land destruction.
You were playing drgn and I was playing sui-black. I lost to you and gimbles playing FCG. Came in third after beating some guys r/g land destruction.
Oh so much to say and so little will to do it...
I just got back from Crowbar and C.o.C. and it was to say the least amazing.
Updates after I have had some sleep and worked some of this alcohol out of my system. I totally feel sober but I know that I am not. Its just that I am more tired than drunk....
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I just got back from Crowbar and C.o.C. and it was to say the least amazing.
Updates after I have had some sleep and worked some of this alcohol out of my system. I totally feel sober but I know that I am not. Its just that I am more tired than drunk....
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you right now.
Hey you could come be my room mate and we
could be overwhelmed together. It sounds like your room mate sucks as much as mine does. I am soooo way cooler. LOL
Hope you have a good day
I just got confirmation that my roomate is going to bail. He is going to keep paying me rent it seems, but I will probably have to scrap the internet. I dont know how long its going to be, but it will inevitably happen soon.
Ben