Right so, I woke at about 7am when my boyfriend woke up to get ready for work. We live together in our own apartment. I rolled around in bed... Read More
In college people referred to me as the walking drugstore because I had a medicine for everything. Doctors get prescription happy with me, what can I say? But now, when I have about 2 dozen bruises spanning my back, stomach and arms, a migraine that makes me wince, and barely enough energy to lift my 4.5lb laptop I dont have a single fucking aspirin in... Read More
I hope you find something fulfilling. You need something that makes you happy.
I don't know how much time you have or what's around you, but if the job you find doesn't meet that need maybe there's some volunteer work you could do...feeling like you're helping people and that you're needed can be great for your mood.
fucking energy drinks... I'm so addicted to those fucking things... I finally managed to stop buying them before work... and then the coffee truck that shows up everday, just started carrying them... I can't get away from them
Have you tried BooKoo? The have one called the tripple shot... and its 3 energy drinks in one can... its massive. 710mL of disbities in a can.
I miss the feeling of my breath being taken away
I miss waking up knowing Im just a short drive away from a beach, the best city in the world (that Ive seen), or a place for milkshakes.
I miss having my animals that always cheer me up, even when they piss me off.
I miss igloos, and snowmen, and having ice fights that could... Read More
You know I can only be selfish about this one, Sugar.
How come you don't miss me?!
I'll just lump myself in with the trespassing..
But to hear you say that you miss VU, that is certainly a shock.
Hang in there.
What you're going through is not unusual. I've made several major moves in my life and each time I suffered a temporary depression because everything that was familiar was gone. I had no emotional moorings to grab on because of that I began to idealize the past. The pain is part of growing up and you can't avoid it. I don't know the history of why you moved to Phoenix (I assume it was because of a relationship) but at least you have someone to support you through the difficult transition. If you can't shake off the depression after several months then I would advise seeking professional help. However, I think you will find that after you get a job and begin to establish a new routine, make new friends, and get to know Phoenix better you will begin to feel better. P.S. - I had lived in Chicago when I was in my early twenties and loved that city. I can understand why you miss it.
Hey, your apartment looks really nice. I noticed you're from Chicago, do you ever get back here? There's plenty of fun things going on here this summer. I'm sure there are there too, you'll find them.
Im having a harder time with my move to Arizona than I previously thought. There's a lot to worry about but it's not really that that is bothering me.
Im trying to remember the last time I made a real friend that wasn't somebody I intended on having a relationship with. Its been since the beginning of high school, and even those friends I dont... Read More
Everyday I find that I have more and more hatred towards nearly everything. Mostly children as of late though. God I fucking hate kids.
I really need to be one of those people that has their own island or something completely to myself, because I just hate almost any sort of interaction.
Thats not true at all I guess, Im just having a hard time... Read More
Yeah, I'm with you about the kids. Working in a video store surrounded by ghetto moms who constantly come in with 5 kids all under age 7, screaming, throwing things, I definitely hate children more and more. And realizing it's not their fault but that fucking whore they call mom makes me even more upset. ARRRGH. You and I should save all our money for a couple of years, buy out the Jagermeister company and a small island, and allow NOBODY on it without a taking a written exam.
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Lots for great food. Cookies, candy, pizza, oj and milk.
You got a jobs.... SUPER YAY!
I hope you have/had some more great day since!