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My shoot with Lorelei is Wednesday. Im excited. (aka nervous)

Work is going well, with my new job and all. I like it a lot. On the downside its caused me to get a pretty bad upper respiratory infection. Im also very sleepy. Waking up at 5am everday isnt fun. But still better than what I was doing before!

I havent been myself lately. Ive...
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xxxoooxxx:
love dem stars haha.. wasup?
tpkaz:
Sweet you added me =D.. so was up, Did you enjoy the hot fucking arizona sun this summer? =D
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Found a hole and slipped on through
Kissed the stone and learnt the lines
Jumped the cue all the time forgetting you

Best dishevelled lover 3yrs running
Coming second to
A picket fence white 9-5 whos
Just alive

Beyond repair, there is nothing to say
Save some fading regrets
Yet I can't be without this
I want you to be around.

Spit-shone lies, juggled debts...
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scarekrow:
<3, kiddo.
quirky:
What is that song?
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bixbygrendel:
Ow with the foot!!!
conniption_fit:
alcohol, photography.....can be fun
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It will only be a few months before Im making considerably larger paychecks, and since I know with my recent driving my van wont hold out on me much longer without major repairs, I have begun looking for a new car.

Idealy, I want a celica. I prefer the models from 1998 and earlier. I dont like the newer headlights on them. Problem is, if...
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samourai:
Wow, it's been so long since I've read your blog...so much has happened in your life! Congrats on your promotion and yeah, it does suck that Petsmart, a corporation with so many inherent advantages over smaller stores still wants to headhunt other groomers or employees of the smaller stores.

And your rule about using English when people IM you on AIM is beautiful. Thank you for taking a stand. I hate it when people write things in a code that you have to decipher. People should just type in fucking English, it's not that difficult!
jay_blank:
Hey! I had 2 Probes! biggrin

Have you looked at ebay? Or what about used lots in your area?

I've bought used cars before...you really have to check them out. I go new now (but actually, since I live in the city...I'm selling my car....so, if you want a 2001 Mustang GT we can talk! tongue )

^^ lol at a celica being 'higher end' than a Ford tongue
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Before I go into rant-mode, I want to thank everyone for the birthday wishes! It made my day all the much better.



People are fucking idiots.

Okay, so I work at Petsmart right? What the hell is the point of returning something worth 45 fucking cents that is already half eaten? Please enlighten me. Its these fucking cat lady's. You know they've got like 80...
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dashiznit:
aww your birthday is only two days after mine! *birthday smooches* I'm a cat lady (not 80 of them though thankgod) and I have kid who is a good girly though but I'm still cool (at least in my own warped mind!)
grasshopperist:
For the record:

Here is an obligation-free comment alerting you that some additional person out there thinks you are hot and smart.

I will fuck back off to Anonymous Internet-boy Land now because I am totally on the same vein when it comes to people trying to get their shit all up on you. But I am also narcissistic, so in case you like compliments like me - here is one.
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Alright, news some of you have been waiting for a long time to hear:

Im shooting a set with Lorelei at the end of the month. Its going to be very awesome.

I really want to get my tornado tattoo soon, but Im broke. frown

Birthday tomorrow! smile
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x_richard_x:
how was the birthday? plenty of celebrating biggrin

really looking forward to the set wink
zapbranagan:

Happy belated birthday. So sorry, hope you had a good one.
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Hmm...my van never ceases to amaze me. I no longer have an emergency brake, because the entire thing fell off. I dont know how thats possible, but it happened. I should get an oil change tomorrow...

I got the job promotion I wanted. Ill be a dog groomer soon. smile Ill be making as much money as my manager.

My mouth doesnt hurt so bad anymore....
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jay_blank:
heh.....I broke the emergency brake out of a van once.....but we were fucking around doing power slides in it...so it was our fault.

I'm glad your teeth are feeling a bit better. How long are you going to have the braces? My grill was fucked up when I got them so I had them on for like 3 years....

Congrats on the promotion!
bixbygrendel:
Okay. This is out of the blue I know. But I looked at your "Crappy nude photos" and.... not so crappy. The nude part the most. I'd love to work with you some time acctually. Just can't cross a border. Honestly. Fantastic body, wonderful skin and a good face to go with it. Oh, and... I like the bright orange hair.
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"Sometimes even love shows a rerun."

That was our fortune cookie last night. I dont put too much weight on things of that sort, but makes me feel comfortable in my decision to stay.

Also looks like Ill be in school for the spring semester, which makes me very happy.

The braces are on and theyre not fun. The inside of my mouth is all...
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yuriel:
ouch poor affy frown

look at the brightside no matter what youd still be a total radtacular babe tongue

hehe tinfoil braces.. oh gods. the thoughts -laughs- I swear. such a movie cliche. ok enough rambling about that one.

congrats on spring semester

i never bought into fortunes astrology or any of it really -shrug-

sometiems i wish stuff like that WAS true/real though.

itd be a help i guess hehe
EL SUICIDO LOCO
redheadedleague:
See, after the amount of dental work my girlfriend and I have had, I look at that and see "Money." But it's worth it, trust me.
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Its a scary thing when you realize your parents are going to die before you will. My mom had a heart attack this morning, she's going in for a slew of tests tomorrow but the doctors keep bringing up the word cancer. She has had a lot of problems in her life, from cervical cancer at my age to skin cancer and problems gaining weight....
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franie:
My best wishes for you and your mother.
tadzi:
that sounds like a good idea...and best wishes as well
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Right so, Im staying in Arizona. Dont ask me questions, I dont feel like answering them. To put it short, I think that I would be leaving a few good things behind if I were to leave. There is a school here that I like, and even if things arent always perfect between us, I have John who honestly loves me and would always be...
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x_verruckt_schon:
aweee. well as long as you are happy things will work out for the best. and that is definitely a hot picture. almost as hot as the real live person! ;] anywho. keep us posted! we know you will
e666:
Hey there smile thanx for adding me, lovin your taste in music btw biggrin
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Alright! Here's the deal. My stepdad agreed to loan me the money to drive back. He's sending that out right away.

I'm putting in my two weeks notice at work today, they said they could transfer me to a store back in Chicago, but Im not interested unless they will let me be a groomer.

So, Im still stuck here for the birthday, whatever. Ill...
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polyglotchef:
Sorry we couldn't keep you in AZ longer. Bummer. Hope the move back proves fortuitous for you. I'd echo MnEric's recommendation of going through Tucson to NM, through Albuquerque, on to Amarillo TX, Tulsa, St. Louis, then Chicago. I drove my brother out to NY a month and a half ago, and that pretty much mirrors the route we took up to Illinois before continuing further east. The climb up to Albuquerque from Las Cruces, NM is pretty gradual, so it wouldn't be as taxing as going through Flagstaff or trying the Colorado route. Anyhow, sorry AZ didn't work out for you. Best wishes on your sojourn back.
x_verruckt_schon:
ha good ole crete. I know where that is, that is 20 minutes away from me ..if that. we should hang out sometime when you get back. ill try to make your days a little more brighter! hehe. that sounded lame but I know how it is to be bored all the time and having nothing to do. ♥ blush
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Its official. I'm single (not looking!) and returning to the midwest.

I just have to figure out how to come up with the money for gas and a cheap hotel along the way. I tried getting another credit card, and its not gonna happen. Im going to call various family members that undoubtedly hate me and beg for a mini loan until I get back...
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tadzi:
best of luck with that....but after what i read before, i think you did the right thing. that was probably just going to eb the tip of the iceberg.

and you have plenty of support here, remember that.
quirky:
I tag you!