aeson

its been a while since iv been on here..

so much has happened and february was a really tough month for me. then, one day i wokeup and just decided to be happy. i was miserable and exhausted to i decided to do something about it. thus, for the past month, i have been really happy.

i realised that in the past 4 months, i have been drinking just to cope with problems - it's no longer for a social reason, or for the taste - i turned to alcohol as a coping mechanism. and, because im on anti-depressants and alcohol is a depressant, it made things worse.

so, i made a conscious decision to stop drinking. i have been doing really well - a month sober. and i can feel that NOW my happy pills are working.

i am investing more in my work and life and friends, and i am where i want to be.

here are some pictures of adventures