aeryn

never been big on coffee, the taste alone reminds me of smoking..plus those candy-ish fancy frappa-whatevers can turn me into a dangerous bloodthirsty man.

that is why i drink tea

thank you for your words, my cousin is actually showing some small (but important) improvements which is better than none at all.

I wish I could bring myself to make the changes you have. I just can't be the one to do the hurting. And that seems to be the only way it will ever happen. I try to justify it in other ways, but deep down I know I am just too much of a coward. So I wait for the day that she tires of me. Knowing this isn't doing either of us any good. Not that I am always miserable. There are good times. Just never as good as I know they should be.

Anyway, thanks for listening. Sometimes it really is very nice to have someone who has been through something similar. Even if I hate to think that they have.

I am so glad I never acquired the taste for coffee. Although my need for Diet coke gets pretty intense sometimes too.