aeryn

I know that feeling all to well...

Especially when there's a cat helping me type .a

There is not much to do in St. Helens, but I think we should do that sushi thing sometime... once my guts get back to good that is.

Any comments are good. I sometimes wondered if anyone read some of that stuff. I just needed to know I was heard because I don't have anyone really to talk to.

I know I need to make some more friends. It is terribly hard for me & I haven't really done anything with anyone new in probably about 2 or so years & haven't done much with anyone at all in the last year. I have been kinda kept to my apartment with all my sicknesses & learning how to manage them.

I really have kinda forgotten how to just be around & with people. I probably have no social grace at all. I am not sure what to do about that, but I have to do something... just sitting here will only make it worse.

I actually prefer to be alone, but I am lonely... if that makes any sense. I guess that would fall into my resolution for this year, getting out more, connecting with people & such.

And, what is with people always trying to change people? My parents, after all these years, are still trying to do that. I don't get it.

[Edited on Jan 06, 2006 1:56AM]