i just finished my first embalming! 
i was nervous and kinda tweaked out alittle. this was my first time seeing an unembalmed body. we had two embalmings going on. two old ladies. one still had her nightie on and makeup. my lady was 90 years old. they looked like someone grandma so it made me sad and i couldnt help but think of my own grandma whos dead. it wasnt as gross as i thought i would be. but then again these are very typical cases that dont cause us much trouble. and we dont do everything that a funeral home would do because they arent going to a funeral they are going in to a cooler and then under our knives in our mortuary and medical school labs. i made myself do stuff so i can get experience and get used to it. i was working outside my comfort bubble. i felt good about it tho. im glad it went so well.
i really wanna do another set. i was thinking up an idea in my head last night while trying to fall asleep. simple but sexy. very intimate so you feel like you are there with me.
im anxious to go home. this is the longest time ive been away from my parents, family, friends, home, and my ex. and i know its weird that i say that but i do because when you spend almost everyday with someone for 3 years and then dont see them for 3 months its a big change. we still talk. trying this whole friendship thing. it been harder for me than him. ((guess who broke up with who)) i just hope that seeing eachother goes well. with as much as we fought before i left for school i just hope we can get along and that it isnt weird. and i hope that i can handle it and dont get thrown for a major loop just being around him. i really really wanna go home. very homesick latley.
ah and yes it is halloween tomorrow. halloween around here is lame cuz we used to have lots of riots and they had to tear gas people in 2000. so most of the bars were closed over the weekend and still are. you cant buy kegs and people can visit. kinda boring. and i really dont have an outfit cuz i decided to spend what little money i have on more important things. i guess ill just get dressed up in the sluttiest outfit i have. that works right? hell thats what most girls run around in. i attempted to do so saturday nite and ended up just feeling really fat cuz nothing fit. and being crabby. halloween was more fun when i was 8 years old.
well im going to put my piercings back in. ((i have to take them out for labs)) and eat and shower. and i just got an email and i dont have to go to class @ 3! yay! now what the hell am i going to do today?
and you cant help but love these girls!
i was nervous and kinda tweaked out alittle. this was my first time seeing an unembalmed body. we had two embalmings going on. two old ladies. one still had her nightie on and makeup. my lady was 90 years old. they looked like someone grandma so it made me sad and i couldnt help but think of my own grandma whos dead. it wasnt as gross as i thought i would be. but then again these are very typical cases that dont cause us much trouble. and we dont do everything that a funeral home would do because they arent going to a funeral they are going in to a cooler and then under our knives in our mortuary and medical school labs. i made myself do stuff so i can get experience and get used to it. i was working outside my comfort bubble. i felt good about it tho. im glad it went so well.
i really wanna do another set. i was thinking up an idea in my head last night while trying to fall asleep. simple but sexy. very intimate so you feel like you are there with me.
im anxious to go home. this is the longest time ive been away from my parents, family, friends, home, and my ex. and i know its weird that i say that but i do because when you spend almost everyday with someone for 3 years and then dont see them for 3 months its a big change. we still talk. trying this whole friendship thing. it been harder for me than him. ((guess who broke up with who)) i just hope that seeing eachother goes well. with as much as we fought before i left for school i just hope we can get along and that it isnt weird. and i hope that i can handle it and dont get thrown for a major loop just being around him. i really really wanna go home. very homesick latley.
ah and yes it is halloween tomorrow. halloween around here is lame cuz we used to have lots of riots and they had to tear gas people in 2000. so most of the bars were closed over the weekend and still are. you cant buy kegs and people can visit. kinda boring. and i really dont have an outfit cuz i decided to spend what little money i have on more important things. i guess ill just get dressed up in the sluttiest outfit i have. that works right? hell thats what most girls run around in. i attempted to do so saturday nite and ended up just feeling really fat cuz nothing fit. and being crabby. halloween was more fun when i was 8 years old.
well im going to put my piercings back in. ((i have to take them out for labs)) and eat and shower. and i just got an email and i dont have to go to class @ 3! yay! now what the hell am i going to do today?
and you cant help but love these girls!
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and your job sounds creepy and great at the same time