aeryka

ug i feel like crap. wish i was at Marazene at the Metro instead of at home with a headache. i would hae gone but i had no one to go with and wasnt about to go by myself.

im boring. i work alot. vacation in a week. i feel its still a little shaky on whats exactly happening. not sure if me and the ex/not ex are going to my cabin or if we arent and im going by myself for a few days or if im going to carbondale to enjoy my apartment and walkable bars.

sry i dont update anymore. im rarely home for more than a few hrs. back and forth from suburbs and chicago and working full time dont allow me much downtime alone. that and there really isnt much to talk about.

im tired. so very very tired.

o yeah and often very depressed.

hope everyone else is enjoying their summer and beating the heat.

and omigod im horny again. what the hell am i going to do with myself?