Why have I had so much trouble updating recently? I usually write something everyday and it's not like I don't have anything to say.
I've been spending all my time working on my apartment. It's coming along, but I am desperate for a roommate and I'm pressed for time. I need to finish it up soon as I'll never find someone with the state it...
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I've been spending all my time working on my apartment. It's coming along, but I am desperate for a roommate and I'm pressed for time. I need to finish it up soon as I'll never find someone with the state it...
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derangedmichy:
Wow..ok so you are intimidated by her..interesting. ok..whats up with u and so many sarah's ?? 
Sorry for the melodramatic journal entry. I wasn't really that upset about it. I just was a little drunk and a little pissed off and I just went with it. I just want to feel strongly about someone, you know?
I'm too lazy to write a real entry today, so instead I'm going to repost the poem I wrote about Lexie's butt.
Ode to Lexie's...
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I'm too lazy to write a real entry today, so instead I'm going to repost the poem I wrote about Lexie's butt.
Ode to Lexie's...
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sid:
who's set will be up soon? 
shhhhh.
shhhhh.
radia7ion:
now write one about my butt.
[Edited on Sep 28, 2005 6:39AM]
[Edited on Sep 28, 2005 6:39AM]
We have so much fun together. Her smile brightens my day. She makes me so happy when I see her. But as happy as I feel when she is around, her presence causes me just as much pain. Because I know she will never be mine. I need to stop seeing her. I am going to stop seeing her. Goodbye.
And this I know
His...
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And this I know
His...
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brankauti:
Sorry things didn't work out. 
pip:
I say take what enjoyment you can, not use her but truly let her make you smile for as long as you can and as much as she can cause it. Then when then pain outreaches the happiness end it.
Good luck, man.
Good luck, man.
The only thing worse than finding out that a girl doesn't really like you is realizing that you don't really like her... ok, well that is not exactly true -- being rejected is worse -- but the way I wrote makes a better opening to my journal.
Last night I went to Ceremony with Sid as I do every Monday. We started off by getting...
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Last night I went to Ceremony with Sid as I do every Monday. We started off by getting...
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projectwarbeast:
Grow some balls and make a move.
"Fortes Fortuna Juvat!" (translation Fortune Favors the Bold)
Ask her on a date or just come right out and ask her if she's interested. That way if she says no you can be all emo for a few days and move along.
"Fortes Fortuna Juvat!" (translation Fortune Favors the Bold)
Ask her on a date or just come right out and ask her if she's interested. That way if she says no you can be all emo for a few days and move along.
sid:
spooky.
spooky.
I am sooo tired today. I stayed out waay too late last night (but it was so worth it). Sarah(2) called me yesterday afternoon and asked me if I had any plans for the evening. This was a bit surprising as I hadn't really talked to her since Saturday night and I wasn't expecting to hear from her so soon after the conversation we had...
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frost:
TO LONG!!! DAMN YOU!
brankauti:
Thanks for that link. It made me want to cry reading some of the stuff on there, and I feel compelled to give my poor kitten a bath now again just to make sure, because I don't know if the vet did. I don't think so, she still has somewhat matted fur on her neck. Argh! She's still not eating, but sitting by her food and purring and sniffing it. I had to give her nutrical by force last night, and it was horrible! My poor baby.
Lots of random stuff today. If one section bores you, skip to the next and maybe you'll find it more interesting 
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I've recently had a lot of words I've coined added to the urban dictionary. Please check them out and give them a "thumbs up" for me. Here is a list of them. I've made them all up myself except for "pizza place"...
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I've recently had a lot of words I've coined added to the urban dictionary. Please check them out and give them a "thumbs up" for me. Here is a list of them. I've made them all up myself except for "pizza place"...
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perdita:
You are a veritable handyman, I'm impressed. I wouldn't know the first place to begin with stuff like um, grout.
You're welcome on the comments.
You're welcome on the comments.
Morning everyone. I went to Ceremony with Sid last night just like we do every Monday. It was the first Ceremony I didn't drunk-text Sarah(2) reminding her that she wasn't at Ceremony. It's become sort of a tradition. But now I'm just trying to play it cool, to back away while I collect my thoughts and figure out what I should do, if anything. I...
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perdita:
I wish you had better luck with the ladies, I was telling kubrick5 the other day how cute you are. He didn't get offened which was really nice of him. But yeah, you should have your own harem for sure.
Being emo isn't as fun as the kids make it seem that's for sure. I much prefer dancing to Dashboard than crying to it.
He didn't get offened which was really nice of him. But yeah, you should have your own harem for sure.
Being emo isn't as fun as the kids make it seem that's for sure. I much prefer dancing to Dashboard than crying to it.
popetom:
PS What the fuck is it with you and girls names Sarah?
-PT
-PT
Where did I go wrong? I'm feeling very emo today and maybe even a little bit deppresed. I think I'm going to stay emo all week. I have a horribly low self-esteem. This needs to be remedied. I'm going to expound upon the drunken rant I wrote last night. Be prepared for the longest journal entry EVER!
Those of you who read my journal will...
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popetom:
oh, and another thing, don't put women up on pedestals. They are every bit as a confused bag of meat and hormons as you are. I am sure you are probably giving Sarah far better qualties then she really has.
-PT
-PT
frost:
you entry is extrodinaraly long! 
Almost 5:00am. Perfect time for a drunken rant.
And a drunken rant it shall be. For I am quite wasted. Very drunk indeed.
I'm happy to be home. To be in my room, with my cats sitting beside me. They were waiting, patiently, for me to come home. They give me love, unconditionally. I wonder if they are the only creatures on this earth that...
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And a drunken rant it shall be. For I am quite wasted. Very drunk indeed.
I'm happy to be home. To be in my room, with my cats sitting beside me. They were waiting, patiently, for me to come home. They give me love, unconditionally. I wonder if they are the only creatures on this earth that...
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popetom:
I balked. "No... that's not it. I gotta go to the bathroom...," I answered.
There you go, you are now a friend.
The helping out, the inviting to the NIN show those are all things friends do for one another. You probably pretty much sealed the deal right there.
But you also seem to be breaking the 'don't get hung up on an individual' rule. That's going to give you problems in the future if you don't figure it out soon.
-PT
aegiswings:
I balked. "No... that's not it. I gotta go to the bathroom...," I answered.
Actually, now that I'm sober, I remember more clearly and I actually said, "yes, I like you" and then refused to elaborate. I dunno, it's so blurry.
I do tend to get hung up on individuals... it's true, but its also true that I like her more than most girls I've been interested in recently. I am a bit oversensitive.
I've had a long time to think about this. I'm gonna post a longer entry later.
btw, what *should* I have done? I really don't know. When you are drunk and put on the spot like that, is there any correct answer?
Somehow I found myself lying in Sarah's bed last night while she stripped off her goth clothes all the way down to her bra and panties 
before putting on a vintage white wedding dress. She asked me if I could fix it up for her since she knew I've been taking sewing classes. I told her that I'd see what I could do and she...
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before putting on a vintage white wedding dress. She asked me if I could fix it up for her since she knew I've been taking sewing classes. I told her that I'd see what I could do and she... Read More
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popetom:
Hrmm, doesn't look familer, but the pictures she put up are not of the best quality.
-PT
-PT
derangedmichy:
hey hey its so exciting to hear that u have a new place aaand it does sound great that u are having a wonderful time out with ur peeps. Well the whole sarah situation..i can kind of relate with my steven situation. its hard to crush on someone who has emotional baggage about someone else..dont u wonder what this guy is about? and what he even looks like sometimes?
aaand it does sound great that u are having a wonderful time out with ur peeps. Well the whole sarah situation..i can kind of relate with my steven situation. its hard to crush on someone who has emotional baggage about someone else..dont u wonder what this guy is about? and what he even looks like sometimes?