adrastea

sometimes i think it's best
to forget your heart completely.
throw it out the window
and disregard the fight to care.
cause happiness was wasted
on a day that won't be remembered.
buried in the ground beside
my once beautiful mind.
because some days we fight
for the scream and other days
we hold back the cries
when all we want is to feel
and to be felt.
if i could forget it all
and laugh i would
but the only way to do so
is to disregard the struggle
and crush up my heart
into tiny little pieces
until there is nothing left
but ashes to be thrown
into the everlasting sky.
if there was no heart
then maybe there would be
a chance to believe
and a soul with hope
instead of a lost heart
always looking for that happy ending
that will never be reached.
sometimes i think it's best
to just be heartless
because then my body would
not be found.

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sometimes i write when my heart takes over.
this is a few weeks old.
but, i figured i'd share. it has a lot of meaning.
interpret how you want. i like different interpretations.
so i leave the story a secret.

other than that, time to go wash clothes and do some homework.

oh, and by the way, my main profile picture (just the first picture) is a preview from my set that goes live in MR on May 3.



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