adonia

It's Friday night and I am home. I am bored. I have nothing to do but go down to the local bar and get drunk.

OK, so I saw the ex. He did cry but so did I, so I guess it doesn't count. God I fuckin' miss his asshole-ness. That relationship couldn't have been any better if he was beating me.

On another note, I am still rebounding on the hottie bartender. We have since escalated the kissing to true porn. He rocks. I don't feel the butterflies in...
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Last night I had a make-out session with my local bartender. He is such a hottie and totally digs my shit. We are going to see some lame ass band Sunday night, I may let hit him kiss me again.

Rebounds rock. Take that ex-boyfriend.

(as an aside, I am going to see the ex tonight to try to torture him a little. And I...
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I can't think of one good thing to say. I hate being alone, sleeping alone, eating alone...

Although I did develop an instant crush on this total cutie at the Dunkin D's counter today. Hottie! Does it matter that if my estimate is correct I am at least 13 years older than him? Does it matter that I want to take him home even if...
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It's strange how fast the days go by. It doesn't feel that long since I last wrote. Since then, however, I have started landscaping projects, visited with a friend who's in from SF, went to some beauty appt's, and broke into my ex's email. I say broke in but I actually had the password. I learned from that experience that he is an ungrateful fuck-wad...
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This is the last Monday of my vacation. Suckage. I celebrated the last Sunday night of my vacation by going to the local bar and tipping a few pints. Yay for hangovers.

There was a huge bike rally this past weekend too. I went camping in the area, the guy I slept with (no not that kind of slept with perverts) now has the title...
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I am so lame. I finally bought batteries for my digital which I previously thought was busted but realized that it just needed new batteries. I even brought it back to the store to get fixed but changed my mind when I realized that they were going to charge me stupid money just to diagnose it. Imagine if I had given it to them to...
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This is the tattoo on my back that I was having work done on in Virginia about 4 weeks ago. It is a cover up in progress so if you think it looks like shit, fuck off, you should have seen it before. There is still much to be done...

Damn the fucker that started the job because he sucked.

p.s. I just got laid....
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I went to the beach today. Sat in the sun for two hours reading and getting so scorched. I couldn't take it, there were so many teeny-boppers. Annoying little bastards. When did I get old?

I really should think about settling down and doing something with my life. I was looking at the Utne Reader today and there is this article about how 30-somethings are...
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I am on vacation. Thank Fucking God. My job is the absolute worst job, well, besides the guy who mops up cum at the peep show. That job IS the worst job of all the jobs there ever was.

I went to the Doctor today for my annual pap smear. I would rather have strange plastic instruments and swabs stuck inside me all day than...
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No, I have not andoned my journal. I have no idea how the days bleed into each other. It does not seem like that many days since I last wrote anything down. I still come on every day to check out the boobs though.

I need a change of scenery...anyone need a roommate?

I am also going to change this pic.

I am so uninteresting...
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I am sick. Sick. Sick. Sick. But I got to leave work early because of it so that was cool. Work has made me sick.

Because of my condition I rented and watched 8 episodes of Sex and The City. Carries outfits are so fucking stupid they should be illegal and because of her over the top melodmatic acting she deserves a good 'ol kick...
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