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The wind and the willows made tea for two
The sky was yellow and the Sun was blue
As I picked up my matches
She was closing the door
I had one of those flashes
I'd been there before
(been there before)


(I find the strongest emotions and feelings are presented to me through song lyrics. This is scarlet bagonias by the Grateful Dead. I...
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Just say a word and the boys will be right there:
with claws at your back to send a chill through the night air.
nullIs it so frightening to have me at your shoulder?
Thunder and lightning couldn't be bolder.
I'll write on your tombstone, ``I thank you for dinner.''
This game that we animals play is a winner............


Bungle in the Jungle by...
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havok:
my kidneys are just damaged from having cancer.. and all the chemo I had to go through.. blah.. you get better but never really better...
what's up with your knee?
havok:
I was 19 when I was told I had cancer.. then I was in treatments till I was almost 22..
I love the dr terms they never actually explain.
haha
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The road back to normal life has gotten somewhat longer and father away. I seem to be making my knee worse instead of better on a daily basis :/. I am gonna now try much harder to get physical therapy because I can't work, so, what else do I have to do with my time? Besides, sitting around bored all day in chat is doing...
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aliana:
"i take it as a matter of personal pride to be the local antagonist" best line ever. haha hope youre feeling better!
iggy:
what happened to your knee?
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Days in the shade (haze) are rapidly approaching an end and reality comes calling once more........I'm still deciding if I am gonna pick up though wink
aliana:
yeah i do think she was talking about me but only bc we're from the same town and she wrote under my comments "personally im pissed" haha. if you read her blog shes very very bitter about not being able to be a sg. im not pissed just annoyed that people are so ignorant. oh well! tongue
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today was a good day. for purely self-indulgent reasons it was a great day. and frankly, i could give a shit, life has been dealing me shitty hands the entire summer and i am glad to bring in fall with a bang (or 3). ya know that rush of self-confidence after a good day where you really feel like you defeated the world? its gonna...
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cherrybombshell:
haha. I completely understand where you are coming from. He wasn't 'bad' to begin with, BUT the reason I believe he is in fact being sincere is because of the changes he is currently making to back up his statement. Before we were together he had no motivation to really change his life or go to school and work on a good backup career plan (since he is the lead singer of a band.. but you know how that goes). Now that we are together he has decided to start taking classes and has a plan to support us.. and it's a longterm goal. I really am impressed by that. smile
annisa:
I agree...
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Today is my sixth day on the road to recovery from my traumatizing knee surgery last week :/ Ok, not so traumatizing as it was frustrating and annoying and making arrangements for it with my job pretty much drove me nuts. It's been good having the time off to recover and focus myself again but it will feel better once I am back at work...
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laceyk:
Ooohhhhh free tattoos!
anaxarete:
i had knee surgury a while ago. torn medial meniscus. although the PT rehab took a long time, my knees are better than before.
good luck
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Getting Political:

This morning during my hours of surfing I came across a website dedicated to discussing issues with the federal government and communications laws that had an area where you can write in to your congressman and senators about these issues, sending form messages saying "I support this" or "I am against that". A) I am reveling in our modern day democracy where our...
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iggy:
thats all well and good but I don't think the government actually pays attention to those things. They are just there to make people feel like the government is listening, when in actuality, its not. If the government actually listened to the people I think the country would be in better shape.
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There's people out there that say I'm no good

Cause I don't believe the things that I should

But when the final conflict comes

I'll be so sorry I did wrong

And hope and pray that our lord god will think I'm good

Fuck Armegeddon, this is hell (borrowed)
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Birthday's come and birthday's go. A shitload of people remembered my birthday (thanks to myspace telling them so) and left me a ton of comments and it made me feel great. I got out of work and realized I was doing nothing to celebrate it and all the sudden I felt like crap. But a good friend of mine took me out and got me...
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