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So it's my mom's 50th birthday and she's having this big huge party. I can't go to the after-prom party because I have to be there. Well, okay, at least I'll get to show Adam off to all my parent's friends. Oh wait- he can't go because some stupid friend he hasn't seen in 10 years is getting married and he already rsvp'd. Dammit. Okay, well I'll bring Shouga with me-- it'll be like old times, us avoiding our family gatherings together. Oh wait- she isn't answering her phone. Great. So now I have to go alone. And be interrogated by scores of people I haven't seen since I was a baby about "what I'm doing now"... (hint-- NOTHING... or I guess I could say "Well, I dropped out of college because I was going through a severe depressive episode and now I haven't had a job in over a year... oh and I'm modeling for a porn site!")... this is going to be FUN.

Oh, what's that, Mom? You invited my EX-BOYFRIEND? He said HE'LL BE THERE??? What the fuck!?!?

The only way I would've been okay with him being there is if I had Adam with me-- so everyone can see how much better Adam is!! Now I'm dateless AND I have to deal with David-- jesus fucking christ I am going to have to drink myself into a coma and be dragged home before the party even starts. FUCK THIS!!!!