today was a ok day, i worked for 2 and a half hours, went to my bullshit alcohol abuse treatment, and went to a damn AA meeting, damn i hate aa meetings, they just make me want to drink more. everyone wants be to be sober, and i just wanna get drunk as fuck cause it makes the pain go away and i have alot...
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today i have experienced alot of new things, everyday i try to experience new things, that way i dont feel my life is as worthless. i have wasted my night away on the internet while watching tv. just rethinking my life. i have been through alcohol rehab twice, and i dont drink anymore, or so i say, i actually drank two beers last night and...
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today im listening to a thrash band called magrudergrind and also listening to cattle decapitation. i have been trying to start a grindcore band and get some touring done and its fucking hard. i like daydreaming, i dunno my life is sorta a dream. i love and hate life, i love and hate pain. i love and hate work. i like to go skate and...
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