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i have met a girl, a very wonderful girl, im so excited, i love flirting, its so much fun. oh well, ill talk to you guys later

omg this song rocks, contaminated drug supply by agoraphobic nosebleed
so does trash by detestation.
some of the lyrics are:
all the shit you talk will come
back to you you'll see
its your own fault your life's
a wreck dont take it out on me
you won't drag me down your
self pity's all your own
live your empty punk rock fantasy
leave me...
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listening to: sons of azrael & job for a cowboy
wearing: sweatshirt and jeans and sox hat
thinking: about going to the strip club again and spending all my money
job: wendys, drive thru coordinator, it sucks
life: boring
current mood: serine and happy
im watching american idol, the one where they have to do elvis songs, and i love elvis.
im excited for the...
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im on so many different kinds of meds right now, they tell me that all my disorders are: bipolar 2, panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, depression, adhd, the list goes on.
being an alcoholic caused me to have all those disorders. everyday i find more reasons for why i should not drink.
its hard to hate something you love

i have quit drinking, i have been sober since thursday, haha wow its hard, but i got to do it.


im going to the strip club tonight, sober hahahah

<big><big>hello everyone, how are you guys doin, im doin great. today im really manic, but i think my anti depressants are working, good stuff
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im looking to start a band
influences: cattle decapitation, accion mutante, mortician, fuck... im dead, art of colonoscopy, murder and the media machine, muncipal waste, crucial unit.
thrash band
i play drums, looking for guitarist to write some songs with....
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glenn danzig is god, i love the misfits to death. best slow music ever. haha and im not a fan of slow music, unless its saves the day the old shit. im a fan of metal and no one would think that i like acoustic music, truth is, i love it. its what i used to listen before i got into punk, then crust, then...
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im sick of being angry all the time, i mean i love my life but im a dick, and im going to stop. im trying to decide what to get for a new tattoo, i was thinking of the misfits skull on my upper left arm, but i dunno what to get, i finally realized how much i love blastbeat, fast music is what i...
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i just cant seem to stop drinking and it fuckng sucks, and for the 2nd time, i went to the hospital then i went to this crisis center place for crazy people and shit, im glad i got out of that place, im not crazy, i just act like it, but i seriously cant stop drinking, i always end up gettin drunk no matter what...
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i like to rethink my life, about eating meat, my job, general stuff.
abstract thoughts
creative comments
swimming in blood
hellshock
pigs
nazis
sharps
boneheads
freshcuts
shredtastic guitar solos
double bass
fast double bass
blastbeats
thrash
metal
grindcore
hardcore
indy
emo
punk
punk rock
rock n roll
crust
cds
records
record players
numark
necrophagist
sex
gay sex
smiling
sleeping
dreaming
suicide
gore
blood
guts
happy...
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today was a ok day, i worked for 2 and a half hours, went to my bullshit alcohol abuse treatment, and went to a damn AA meeting, damn i hate aa meetings, they just make me want to drink more. everyone wants be to be sober, and i just wanna get drunk as fuck cause it makes the pain go away and i have alot...
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