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I lost the other post that I had started writing before... hence my need to post these rants before they disappear forever into the ether. I am currently pretty drunk... I'm sure that I'm not really THAT drunk but I'm sure there is a drunkeness in there somehwere. Truth be told I'm feeling a little bit sick and wouldn't mind just being violently ill for a little while and then curling up into a ball and then ignoring all the things that were going on around me.

Whoa. Now... that was pretty fucking intense. I just shut my eyes for a while since I'm unbelievably tired... I haven't slept since Saturday morning... and it's currently 1:30pm on Sunday. Oops... Just had some dreams as I closed my eyes... and I wasn't quick enough to get out of the situation that happened in my dream, thankfully it was just that... a dream... but i have to concentrate more on what is going on.

My bed is looking like a good option at the moment but I don't know whether I want to pike just yet. I'm watching Buster Keaton at the moment... talk about an absolutely legendary character! Did all his own stunts... what a comic genuis considering that he didn't have dialogue or anything... it all had to be visual gags!

Some company would be nice now... just to snoozle with... and cuddle and stuff... but I guess when the time is right these options will present themselves.

Going to watch more silent movies for a while... and then I might jot some odds and sods down