I was feeling really second rate after the whole vik situation... and tbh I only messaged her because I was feeling guilty about the whole situation. She certainly seems a lot more together than myself... and she seems pretty damn sincere about all this jive. I don't get it... why can't I see an attraction there... why am I always chasing the athestetic things?! She's great but I can't see that...
ffs. I give up... same ol same ol shit... I think I should just finish my wine and continue watching my movie. Thinking does bad things to me... and noone likes that.
ffs. I give up... same ol same ol shit... I think I should just finish my wine and continue watching my movie. Thinking does bad things to me... and noone likes that.
dolby:
Gahhhh we need to catch up!