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Jun 23, 2016
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Its been about a year and a half now ive kept it up im borderline vegetarian (its so fucking weird saying that outloud an so alien for me i love animals theyre so tasty lol) i still eat meat an what not but its very rare now. But ive made changes i changed my entire life around. Ive always been a big guy always i never weighed under 250 its just how it was food was my thing i ate when i was bored or lonely happy or sad but i got to the point i just let myself go i was very depressed an hated my life an just didnt care to keep up what little exercise i did to keep me level so i gained an gained an well weighed over 330+ pounds i looked like a sausage ready to burst or just overfilled lol.

An one day i realized my favorite shirts pants clothes in general didnt fit i had hit rock bottom...i couldnt stand it so i started my long hard journey (phrasing lol) to becoming a better me a version of me that was IMPOSSIBLE to obtain a version that was so farfetched id never really reach it....a year and a half later....here i am toning up building muscle repairing the damage i had done to myself from years of eating junk.

It's hard trust me some days more than others i see family eating food i once enjoyed an just remind myself where i was all those years dont get me wrong ill still eat pizza or grab a burger an fries every once in a long while but its more of a reward now then because i just want it an can.

Not gonna lie this is my unrealistic goal lol ill get there one day im on the right track now...

Edited to hell N back lol but me currently.

Just wanna say dont let anyone get you down or crush your dreams use that negativity to fuel the fire under your ass to achieve your dreams no matter how impossible they may seem. Sure i sound like an afterschool special but its the fucken truth anythings possible jist gotta sweat an bleed for it.

chef:
I love your blog.  Good job!   I struggle every day to not overeat.   And it's so hard.  
Jun 23, 2016
gitanna:
woooo!!! so amazing
Dec 28, 2016

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