On repeat all freakin' day. ohyes.
Have you ever woken up, taken a deep breath, stretched a little and stared at your ceiling for a moment only to come to the conclusion that you already feel the pressure of sadness on your chest?
I hate those mornings. I hate that I am having one now.
I'm not normally a sad person. I have had depression and anxiety problems my whole life...
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I hate those mornings. I hate that I am having one now.
I'm not normally a sad person. I have had depression and anxiety problems my whole life...
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abjabber:
Great quote, I think we all struggle in one way or another with that anxiety of the unknown future. Accepting what is and making room for all that could be is a perfect way to approach it. Thanks for sharing
ihsv1683:
we all worry too much about how we are going to survive in the future and what it has in store for us...... and forget to live in the present.
ohman.
ohman.
ohman.
it has been like, six months since I have been on this site and life has pretty much taken a complete 180 change. I mean, I am still me- I still write (I was published a few times this year! Hooray!) , read too much, knit like an old person and probably say fuck too much. I am still the crazy-zenbuddhist-philosophicalanarchist-cynical Bree....
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ohman.
ohman.
it has been like, six months since I have been on this site and life has pretty much taken a complete 180 change. I mean, I am still me- I still write (I was published a few times this year! Hooray!) , read too much, knit like an old person and probably say fuck too much. I am still the crazy-zenbuddhist-philosophicalanarchist-cynical Bree....
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peachysweetlove:
You are so damn cute pregnant....lol
raining1:
Keep rocking it. You are great.
ohman ohman
First, Sorry to everyone who has been trying to contact me after the New Year. Life has been crazy lately. I have spent the last 2 weeks without internet in basically the middle of nowhere.
Just a quick update. More later!
First, Sorry to everyone who has been trying to contact me after the New Year. Life has been crazy lately. I have spent the last 2 weeks without internet in basically the middle of nowhere.
Just a quick update. More later!
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thesilence:
WHHHEREEE HAVE YOU BEEEEN!??!?!
bkwill:
Welcome back!
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the8bitkid:
Yeah, it's 30's-40's here with no snow and we keep getting rain. It's the pits!
havana:
that looks totally worthy of homesickness.... so beautiful.
Homesickness is a lonely feeling...
Homesickness is a lonely feeling...
fuck yes.
still.
always.
still.
always.
jessj:
Interpol is an extremely underrated band. I love this song.
Friday night.
Knitting. Gael Garcia Bernal movies. Bundled up.
it's too damn cold to be naked. whatashame.
but other than that, I am fraking happy.
edit: there are people that I would prefer to be here, or maybe me there. But for what I have to work with now--I am happy.
Knitting. Gael Garcia Bernal movies. Bundled up.
it's too damn cold to be naked. whatashame.
but other than that, I am fraking happy.
edit: there are people that I would prefer to be here, or maybe me there. But for what I have to work with now--I am happy.
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lostinlife921:
"We can travel a long way and do many things, but our deepest happiness is not born from accumulating new experiences. it is born from letting go of what is unnecessary, and knowing ourselves to be always at home."
~ Sharon Salzberg
~ Sharon Salzberg
lostinlife921:
This is the truth
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absentbree:
thanks! A friend gave it to me for my birthday. I'm in love with it.
signspoint2fail:
All the nerd porn is made by people who are not nerds and therefore bad.
All they would have to do is dress pretty brunette up like Leia in her slave costume and have Hon Solo come "save" her and it would make billions.
But no they make whorelore.
Thumbs down adult entertainment industry.
All they would have to do is dress pretty brunette up like Leia in her slave costume and have Hon Solo come "save" her and it would make billions.
But no they make whorelore.
Thumbs down adult entertainment industry.
It's cold and snowing.
it makes me miss old things like gypsy travel, sultry blues dancing and burlesque.
my old walking stick may need to come out of retirement. I need to go do these again.
it makes me miss old things like gypsy travel, sultry blues dancing and burlesque.
my old walking stick may need to come out of retirement. I need to go do these again.
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absentbree:
I miss doing it. I feel so claustrophobic being in a place I don't like.
liath:
I have a feeling you'll be travelling soon. Sorry I missed the show earlier 
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liath:
I support this.
hor:
I live in the yeti cold and I don't own a single piece of plaid clothing. I think you might need a plaid detox.
I live in the yeti cold and I don't own a single piece of plaid clothing. I think you might need a plaid detox.
Today has been one of those strange days. You know the ones--you just want to find that wormhole everyone has been talking about, run through it and come out the other end in a place filled with whatever makes you happy (I need to make Stephen Hawking my best friend.).
It's been a tough two weeks. I lost a friend last week, no he didn't...
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It's been a tough two weeks. I lost a friend last week, no he didn't...
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edgewize:
Me too, it sucks when you find out you do not mean as much to someone that means the world to you. The important thing, i believe, is to not let it change how you live your life or who you are.
Best wishes
Best wishes
amonster:
This made me : (
I have this obsession with stores like Goodwill and St. Vincent's. I love the smell and kitch of the those kinds of places.
I realized this today when I went to St. Vincent's and ended up buying 3 men's sweaters and crazy knitted socks. I love me some Cosby sweaters <3 though, wearing them might be reason #3009 that I am single.
(I'm choosing the...
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I realized this today when I went to St. Vincent's and ended up buying 3 men's sweaters and crazy knitted socks. I love me some Cosby sweaters <3 though, wearing them might be reason #3009 that I am single.
(I'm choosing the...
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loveli:
Love the socks!
absentbree:
Aren't the socks and sweater the best?! They are warm enough that I tend to just wear them around the house w/o pants. They make the 26F weather almost bearable. Almost.