sex drugs and rock n roll. i guess thats the life we chose when we started playing music.... its such a fucking steryotype and it drives me nuts... but we have all had a problem of one kind or another. thats one of the things we have in common. overcomming our addictions. which is not easy anyway - but even its harder to watch one of us slip and fall again. we're like a family and this can either bring you closer together or tear you apart... its really just to be seen what will happen but right now I am emotionally drained. I need sleep and maybe some good mexican food. 