abraham

making too much of a simple decision

So about 6 months ago I decided to go to the world's fair . Didn't think about where it was (Japan) I just felt like it might be a fun adventure. I started planning the whole trip and was ready to buy my tickets. Around the same time I ran into a really good deal for buying a house. Sounds odd but I've been living out of my parents basement for a little while and according to one opinion that makes me a sick loser. I don't think that but I'd still like my own place. So it comes down to housing payments and settling to routine or travel and adventure . I'd like to be able to do both but I don't see that working since everything I do is solo currently. Maybe if i had a partner in crime I'd be more willing to take a vacation. I know it would be major fun even if I went myself but I get the feeling I should limit my vacation time to B-man since I already have a ticket purchase. I just feel like I should follow my strange whims since that's how the most memorable things in my life have happened. My logical side just wants me to sit at home and be content but I'm sure I'll miss out if I don't go at all. So that is my first rambling decision of the new year. Anyone have any advice? How about a similar situation that happened to you.

Maybe just a coin toss.