aboutalice

so. my birthday is in 6 days.
.i'm listening to radiohead.
eric made my night tonight, just by listening.
.what a genuine spirit he has.
must have been a monk in a past life.
.
so. my mom this evening asked me what i wanted for christmas and my birthday.
and .
for once in my life.
i can't think of a single thing that...
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she awakens from her slumber.
.rises with the sun.
.sets.
her heart, to a beat only she drums...
.
and time marches on.

i'm fighting the urge to run away from everything i've known and cared for.
more like i'm getting pushed away.
.
i'm not feeling much of anything right now but numbness. i don't know to feel, or how to make it better.
.
she's probably never going to talk to me ever again. and it makes me sad.

tisk tisk.
the clock ticks.
tick tock.
...
i'm listening to Alice In Chains.
.
i've got nothing to do.
nothing at all.
.

let's start here.
a stones throw away from what i really want...
kept back by thoughts. the what ifs of reality. "bites"
.
i still. smile..
...
fall is comming in jersey.
let's see what this seasons color brings me. *