abjester

I am standing in the rain

Singing songs of despair

For hope had laid me beside an angel

But when I woke she was not there.

You began to belittle me

You accused me of telling lies

You made me the enemy

You would not look me in the eyes.

This abuse will not work

I have had enough of pain

Now you've shown we're...
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So I am having the worst day I have had in a very long time, the universe seems stacked against me, and as the known world comes screaming at me like a locomotive with no breaks, I feel as if darkness is but one cataclysmic mental breakdown away from engulfing me in its abyss. YET!!! I sit here feeling oddly hopeful, this is unique because...
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All to often in society men are ostracized for displays of the softer emotions, right or wrong, we are left with a unique way to measure the emotional impact of events. When I read this story my eyes drowned, and as I shared the story I watched male friends who more exactly meet the definition of the "badass" or "mountain man" titles, fail to hold...
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The funny thing about love is how it affects each of us differently! Everyone who loses love, tries to determine the quantity or assess the quality, of it! Comparisons are often made to poems, songs, stories or other "scientific" facts about love. The truth is though, that love does not make or break us, but rather we make or break it.

Today whilst finnishing the final touches on my Christmas shopping I found myself at a Chapters bookstore. Upon arriving at the counter and ringing in my purchases I was given the option to complete my transaction as such or add on a monetary donation towards a child literacy program, so I donated, and the result was quite alarming. A quite astonished cashier could not help...
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A single unified awareness derived from sensory processes while a stimulus is present.

That unified awareness is not uniform among a diverse group of individuals, no matter how alike those individuals seem to be. Perception is 90% of reality for the majority of people on the planet, and it is infuriating when a persons perception of who you are is very different than what you...
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Fleeting dreams, intrigue, friends and existence

A light shines from somewhere unknown to me

I exist briefly as a flicker, a dance, an enigma

People passing by catch a glimpse, they turn

I'm unique, fascinating, unexpected

Then in an instant I'm old, boring, unworthy of attention

They continue on

No shortage of company, many have danced beside me

But time is not everlasting and as...
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