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dedlyniteshade:
yay miss you too homie!
dedlyniteshade:
thanks doll imma sure as hell try!!!! my poor lil bastard of a heart can only take so many bandaids lmao **must invest in giant acebandage lmao
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bringyouhell:
Those are beautiful, thank you so much!
hodor:
love the art smile really brightens my day!
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apollo:
Thanks!! It's my favorite spot for sure biggrin
suzika:
oh hey nice artwork...really love the first one, so many textures, makes me feel like i'm looking down at a vast landscape from a bird's eye view.... and as for me, so far it has been a great relationship thus far with my new found friend...she's really wonderful and i'm grateful for having come across her.
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Recent days feel like memory lane. I had a chat about school with cleokat and suddenly went through old files containing some of the bullshit I wrote for old classes. I was surprisingly entertained. The files are fucked so not readable when I paste them here.

Here's a poem I retyped. I don't even remember writing it or what it was for but it was...
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popet:
Hahahaha thanks loooong hair love
cleokat:
biggrin I'm glad you like that my pictures show my face! I'm starting to feel more confident about myself. And I'm trying to figure out how to make good facial expressions in my photos haha
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Lately, I have been writing up a storm and pouring out my emotions uncontrollably. It feels wild, meaningful and without predictable direction. My passion cant find a home but at this present moment it does not need one. I have surrendered my reason and analysis because they are what make me depressed and lonely.

I want to tap into the power of my emotion but...
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flogging_mayra:
My dad got masters degree at the U of O and so I spend my first 6 years of life in eugene and then went back on my fathers sabbatical year because the university invited him to stay and work over there smile I had to come back well, because my dad has a steady job here in mexico.... and.... I don't know why we wouldn't stay over there frown
apollo:
Thank you!! I'm sooo excited!!
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Wanna get depressed, I didn't either but it didn't matter. Hahahaha


Here is some more crazy shit

I should do it, I should sing that song
But I can't do shit til I hit that bong
I can do it in a minute baby won't take long
Gotta breath it and live it cuz it makes me strong
Gotta love those around me when they...
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cleokat:
Thank you smile It gets frustrating, because I seem to just be denying myself the things I used to like to do. I feel like I've lost it sometimes. But I will do that. I have been taking some pictures, but nothing I'm proud of and I just bought a book about drawing nude people and the anatomy (I'm really excited about it haha) I'm gonna make a conscious effort to make time for the things I want to do.
cleokat:
I'm really excited! But I'm not sure if I can produce anything like what the book has! O.O I don't have that kind of skill haha
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kora:
Uau..I like the red and blue together..
Its a beautiful contrast
apollo:
Thank you! And yes, I almost always smoke when I play smile
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cleokat:
Thank you thank you smile I try really hard to keep them interesting hah
popet:
know, are the most tender of the world lovelovelove
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cleokat:
Haha you made it sound humorous, but I'm unsure how to respond to that hah
morganette:
This its so great, I love sharpies, and these are pieces of art <3
And thanks for your lovely words!! kiss
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I keep fucking myself up, looking at old pictures. I have been reflecting on all the negativity that has created the current state of things in my life and it naturally causes me to second guess my decisions. Here's a bit of history if you feel like clicking.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

We met in 1999 and lived together for many years, finally getting married...
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darkkitten:
Change is good. I, myself believe things happen for a reason. While looking back at your memories think of the good things that happen, like the losing 30 lbs which is an achievement. Or getting a SG account to show your beautiful pictures and your writing. Your always kind. You deserve to be happy.
killakourt:
Indeed I am the party animal<3