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Maybe I've been thinking about it too much but I had to make one last trek into the wilderness before the bad weather comes.
The trees were tall and it was great to be immersed in nature

I worked eagerly to turn this

Into this and this

The sky was blue, it was quiet except the occasional breeze or bird call

I felt very lonely for the first time since I've been going to this place

It's my own fault. I make zero effort to meet new people because, deep down, I can't tell if thats what I really want anyway. It's not that I'm unhappy I just have been living with so much drastic change in the last 4 years I don't know if I'm ready for any more at the moment.

I want instant trust and understanding and love between another soul and I that lasts forever. This is foolishness so I decided to make a fire instead. This elemental energy truly is eternal and will burn long after my flame has gone out.

I also made a video of a song I did while stoned, what else is new