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Back to work tomorrow and I don't feel like shit about it. I actually am feeling very optimistic at the moment but a little sad. Only a few weeks left until all my plants will go bye,bye. My sun flowers, lavender flowers, basil flowers and spearmint flowers have given me joy every morning when the sun rises.

Weed Alert, don't open if you don't like pot.

I decided to take a break from drawing fucking dots and just painted a small canvas

This will be a good background for some future project, I don't know what I'll do with it. I've felt a little emotional lately, I don't regret the last twelve years I spent with my wife but I can't stop the feelings of missing her sometimes. I can say this website has definitely taken my mind off things and some of the people I've met have helped me more than they know. Just caring and listening as well as being heard is so important. I'm not a religious person at all but within this moment I feel humble and blessed.