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i am surrounded on all sides by a blackness so thick, it cannot even be cut by a knife, anything sent in to thin, or otherwise part the veil of sadness and hatred is swallowed whole. the struggle to see anything beautiful in the world has become harder now than ever before. the few living beings that truly love me, for exactly who i am are dying, and the people that i "love", can't even tell anymore. i've grown tired of explaining the finer details of the sob-story that glued together, makes up the entirety of my life and, quite frankly...
i wouldn't want to hear it anymore either.